Carl Wilson
All my life, I have had to lie about my true nature to protect myself and so many others like me, which is a lie that I'm usually comfortable with. At the back of my mind, though, I have always wondered what it would be like if Ivy and I ever had gotten together. I can't imagine that I would have been able to keep that secret from her for long. For starters, I'm not sure how I would ever explain a cage in a soundproofed cell in the basement for when I needed to rage out.
Kate's interest in me has brought those thoughts to the fore again. I can tell by her scent every time I'm near her that a kiss is mine for the taking. But I can't bring myself to do it. Honestly, I'm still hurting about Ivy, but more of it is that I can't bring myself to pursue something with her while I'm
