Princess Ayla
I was relieved Nate hadn’t cheated on me. It still doesn’t explain the pain in my chest. But as long as it wasn’t being caused by Nate, I could live with it. The thought of him being with another was overwhelming and I didn't want to think about it.
And it was sweet that Nate wanted me to be pregnant. Not that I was ready to have a child, but knowing if it does happen, and he wants it to happen, makes me feel better. I know I wanted kids, but first I had to pick a man I wanted to spend the rest of my life with. Someone who I could trust with my life. Being a parent is hard work and both parties need to be on board to share the responsibilities of raising a child. I think Nate will make a wonderful dad and we would make really cute babies.
I was in my closet getting dresse
