Warrior Xander
Leaving Ayla’s room, I knew I had f****d up when I told her my feelings. She was going to be with Nate and there was nothing I could do about that. I just want her happy, and I’m in no position to give her what she deserves. After everything Ayla has been through, she deserves the moon, the sun, and all the stars.
Ayla is going to make the perfect queen, even though I might not be able to stand by her side and watch her love another. With Jordan, it was easy. He was an i***t, and every time he canceled she would hang out with me. But I never knew why they were together for so long. I thought maybe a couple of dates, but months, almost a year.
Maybe if I had just told her from the beginning, we could have been together. Then there wouldn’t have been a Jordan or a Nate.
