The minute I stepped out the door of the kids' playground building, onto the open field, I felt it hit me hard, the 80% pain of Jared, it was so much worst than how the moon goddess explained it to me, and I have never felt pain like this in my life.
I crumbled on the ground at the searing pain seeping into my heart, I felt like screaming for help, but I suppressed it as hard as I could, Jared was still in the basement, and I don't want him seeing me like this.
As I tried to stand on my feet, I feel the air knock out of my lungs, making it difficult for me to breathe, and I fell to the ground once again, groaning in pain.
Closing my eyes shuts, I willed myself to breathe through the clog in my throat. I just need to go to the woods, far away from here so I can let it out, everythi
