I knew I f****d up big time the minute the door closed behind Jared, and he was gone. I stood still, trying to process why I did that to him, why would I hurt the boy I love most sorely.
The look on his face when I touched him, the way he shoved my hands away from his like I was some sort of parasite.
And that look of disgust and hatred he had on his face when he glanced at me one last time made me realise I made the biggest mistake of my life.
I howl out in Agony and regret as the realisation of my action dawned on me, and I screamed, I screamed hoping he would feel my regret and come back to me one last time.
Just this one time, and f**k the consequences I would take back my rejection in an instant, lick his feet forever if that' would earn me his forgiveness.
But I kno
