The lake isn't helping; I felt like it is making whatever is wrong with me worse; the water should soothe my pain, however, it only added to my misery, the water felt like needles to my body and my temperature increased, yet I shivered in the cold water, I made my way out of the lake as I climbed up the rope ladder, many times I had to stop to catch my breath and steady my shaky hands on the rope so I wouldn't fall off, finally I made it up the treehouse and Immediately I collapsed on the floor, I clawed at the floor as another wave of pain washed over my stomach and I fold into myself; it was unbearable, my mouth bled as I clamped on it to prevent myself from howling in pain, but I needed some sort of relief from this pain and I did not know how, in fact, I did not