FOREVER IN MY EMBRACE

CHAPTER 7

Few hours later

I woke up with a sudden pain in my body making me realize how that monster had beaten me. He is really bad . I cried due to the immense pain in my body ..i cried because I missed arjun and daijaan and my home...i missed the way they treated me , the way they loved me ..even a scratch on me used to make them go crazy . 

FLASHBACK

"dai-jaan , dai-jaan " i called for her but no response came , even the maids and servants weren't there in the kitchen. 

" where did everyone go" i wondered

i went to kitchen and found apples in the refrigerator.

"knife ....huh ....haan found it" i found it near the gas.

"ahh....oh no rooh you are seriously good for nothing...you can't even cut an apple properly" i winched in pain as the blood dripped from my finger..

"allah , haye meri bachhi kitna khun nikal raha hai (oh god , my dear child how much blood is dripping from your finger)" i heard dai-jaan screaming , worried to death .

"dai-jaan it's just a cut don't worry" i said blowing air on the small cut .

"it must be paining a lot , wait i'll call the Dr. for you" dai-jaan said caressing my hairs and she herself was crying . 

and then came the one who was missing from the scene.... arjun

"rooh ...jaan ,damn, your finger is bleeding so much ,wait i'll call the doctor now ..hope it doesn't get infected" he said while carrying me  bridal style to my room and laid me on my bed.

"arjun" i said

"wait i am calling the dr. right away" he dialled the doctor's number . 

"arjun" i said again

"jaan i know it must be hurting a lot please hold on for me they are coming" he said

"arjun " i pulled him towards me and i kept my palm to cover his mouth "shhh --see it's just a little cut here ...bandage would be enough and tell the Dr. to go back ...please " i tried to make him understand.

"ok " he sighed and bandaged the cut ..."you rest i'll go check on those i***t servants " he hissed gritting his teeth but i held his hand "no please don't scold them it was my fault" i requested him with a puppy face and all his anger vanished in a second.

"ok but you won't step in the kitchen next time" he said pinching my cheeks.

"ok deal" i smiled and he kissed my forehead.

FLASHBACK OVER 

A smile graced my face when i remembered those memories , how even a little cut made them so worried and here even if the monster kills me no one would even bother about me. i just wish he is good .  

"I want to go back home...i miss you arjun , dai-jaan ,ayaan bhai" i mumbled as my tear found their way to escape my eyes.

 Few days later

"I am sending some beauticians to get you ready for our engagement and I don't want any stupid stunts from you again ,is that understood" he seethed digging his nails in my jaw , i was half lying on the floor in my own pool of blood after he beat me again.

"I asked you something wifey....AM.I.UNDERSTOOD " he hissed tightly gripping my hairs with his other hand . 

My whole body was shaking in fear and pain so I just nodded in a yes while tears kept rolling down my cheeks.

"now that's like my girl" he smirked and smashed his lips on mine , i tried to push him but my whole body was too exhausted to do anything, he was kissing me in a way too brutal manner, biting my lower lip to the point that it started bleeding. he tightened the grip on my hair when i denied him the entrance and i gasped due to the sudden increase in pain and he took the opportunity of ravishing my mouth .

"you taste so sweet baby , i would never be able to get enough of you " he said as he kissed my forehead ,he is a devil , his touch disgusts me , i can't do anything just to cry on my fate ,

It was my last attempt to escape this cage and find arjun but i failed again , how would i spent my whole life with a monster like him ....please god please save me .

He left the room after putting me back into my bed , this whole week has almost passed like this ...i am trying to do something that could save me from him and then i get caught red handed again leading him to torture me in every possible way ,tomorrow is the wedding and not a single day has passed without me being beaten by the devil . I don't know how is arjun ,everytime when I am in some trouble he always protected me but this time he is in problem and i couldn't do anything to protect him , dai-jaan used to say that he is my true soulmate but i guess i am not his .

"sorry arjun i am sorry i couldn't do anything to save you , i am sorry" i whispered as my voice cracked due to the emotional pain .

After few hours the beauticians came ,seeing my condition they were shocked but didn't say anything and started doing their work silently . 

"mam please look at yourself once ,you are looking like a goddess" the beautician requested , I slowly looked at the mirror and found the girl who was just beautiful outside but the soul was shattered due to the emotional, physical and mental pain . I was dressed in a very heavy embroidered lenhga ,the make up was done perfectly hiding all the bruises that I had on my face , the necklace covered the bruises of my neck while the dupatta covered all the wounds that my left hand had .

Anyone who'll see me tonight won't believe how much pain I am enduring.

"you ready "a deep husky voice brought me back to reality i didn't need to turn to know who it was , i knew it was rehaan and so i kept my gaze down . 

I guess he must have ordered the beauticians to leave the room because I couldn't see them anymore , I heard his footsteps coming closer to me so I stepped backward but to my luck I hit the dressing table before I could move he caged me between him and the mirror . 

"you know what baby you are looking so f*****g beautiful today" he said while playing with my hair . I gasped when he kissed my neck , I hate it when he touches me like this. Dai jaan once told me if anybody touch you in a way that makes you uncomfortable then you should just run away from that person but how can I run away from this person oh sorry devil.

"I want to take you right now but being a gentle man I am i won't do it " he smiled and put the strand of my hair behind my ear and kissed my forehead .

"you are so f*****g breathtaking rooh" he nuzzled into my hairs , i could feel him breathing at a rapid pace , he pulled himself back , his eyes staring right into mine , they were so dark that i was afraid to even look into them , he grabbed me by my waist and lead me out of the mansion , it was the first time i stepped out of this place , the mansion was beautiful but it was a golden cage more likely a hell for me .  

The whole car ride was silent but I was thinking too hard on what he said earlier.

"what does this f word mean arjun told me once that it is a bad word , we should not use it , he said f*****g beautiful and then f*****g breathtaking ..why did he used that word " I was brought back to reality when rehaan touched my hand .

"what happened baby , where are you lost" he asked and i shook my head in no , a big mistake because the next second i was on his lap , way too close for my liking.

"i never take no as an answer baby c'mon tell me before i cut this tongue of yours" he snapped gripping my jaw, i gulped listening to the silent promise hidden in his threat . 

"now say what were you thinking" he ordered me

"ear-earlier y-you said I- i looked f*****g beautiful and f*****g breathtaking" I said

"hmmm soo" he chuckled

"but this f is bad word why did you call me that and what does it mean " I asked finally and the car stopped suddenly with a jerk

"s-sorry b-boss" the driver apologized while rehaan threw his head back and bursted out of laughter and suddenly came way too close to me

"baby don't worry I  won't just tell you what f*****g means but I'll also make you feel it , wait till our wedding is over" he said with his evil grin and I gulped not exactly understanding what he meant but still it might be something that i won't like at all.

NOTE - rooh was cut off from the rest of the world , she didn't have much interaction with the people outside the mansion .....so she is unknown to all these foul words and double meaning things ...