I could feel my heart breaking just by saying those words, the thought of leaving already made me sick to my stomach and I haven't even left yet. It is for the best, Mabaya already knows it but will Xayvion have the same feelings, how will he take it?
"Dev, I know your emotions are high right now but don't make rash decisions based on them, this isn't something you can just think about and decide in one day"
"I know that, but if I take time thinking about it I'll probably chicken out and not go, it's best I do this now when I the courage to leave"
I could feel Xenia's anxiousness, she was sad too, it hurt that I had to spring something like this onto her when she's still trying to fall into her role as Beta but I know she understands me, she always has.
"I wish...I wish Jinx never came
