I scream and pull my hand away quickly ignoring the way my body screams at pain.
I move away from her body and push my painful back against the wall. I ignore the pain as I scream loudly. I cover my wet hands with my face and scream louder.
She's dead. She's dead. She's dead.
It's because of me. She tried to escape with me. They killed her because of me.
I hear Ashton cry.
I cover my ears and try to push his crying out of my mind.
I killed a mother. I left her son as an orphan. I'm a monster.
Ashton cries louder and I cover my ears tightly. I don't want to hear anything.
Kai! Please don't leave me. Wake up! I scream in my mind as I push my hands against my ears shutting out the noise of him crying.
Stop crying stop crying stop crying.
Wake up wake wake up please wake up.
I cry o
