my life before we met and how we met
im a girl have 18 who had a very conservative family so don't have permission to do anything whatever how much my age, i can't go out , can't talk on the phone, i have a really hard dad and father so they know the reality but they have the most worse mentality they let me feel like im living in hell , and mum was affectionate but only with my little sister and my brother u can touch her but u can't touch my little sister anyway this can explain my life situation in general ; so me and my sister we was studying in the same high school 2 years between us we went to school together back together like everybody one , and some days i had a really bad period all the family press on me while i go to scholl i find some special place where i can be alone and start crying everyday everyday and i had a girl as a friend and she was living her family they are completely open mind i go home with her she was living with her sister and sometimes her big brother come to them but not to visit them just go to lower house to bring his girlfriends and have fun so i was a type who shame and afraid but don't show that . so me and fati always together always i found her oy the one who i can tell her and she keeps beside me . one day we was at school but our teacher didn't come so we should stay out for 2 hours and i was broken don't have a mood so we tried to walk around our school and talk but one of our class friend join to us i wasn't like him cause he was rood with other i didn't like him completely anyway we went together he asked me why i keep cry everyday alone while he asked i shocked ? how he knows that and i couldn't answer i kept say only just just just i didn't have a good mood he said ok and we kept going and two hours done we went back to school we had our last class and i everyone went to his own home and while i get inside i had a message someone texted me "i said hi can i know with who im talking" he said im issam your classmate friend" we talk we had a normal conversation and after while i told him i have to do something while i done we will talk he said ok . so that's what i did and i finished all what i had eaten change my clothes and at 22:00pm i sent him "hi" but he wasn't online i thought ? that he will not answer but he replied after 2min said hi we kept discussing about each othe and that let me know him properly and i loved to know him closer than that so we start everyday go and back together and fati was living beside school so she was to join to us for a long time in the way we had good friendship i talk to him about my life and everything i have he is the type of people who let you talk without asking i really felt in my first time in this life that im good and super and safe beside someone whatever what i had in my life , and day by day our intrest start being more and more until one day he told me i wanna tell u something i said of course say "he told me don't go with fati at her house any more try to be away from her i said why he told me that's she is a b***h and about her brother and everything" , i shocked ? i told him u should save me and we was beside her home and she waiting for me to go inside her brother was there and i kept just imagining and remember all the moments i spent beside her i knew that i was stupid she was using me to puch me to her brother " and i hold his hand & said please don't let me here im afraid cause both of we know that they can do anything so she came and he told her i will bring her back im gonna take her for a while i need her to help me she said ok but she didn't like that and its was the first time when i will know his home and meet his family and everything will start that day ...