The Mafia Men's Reluctant Woman

Chapter Three... Unexpected Feelings

*Jackson POV*

Life has crazy and unique ways to help you open your eyes and see things that you never would have seen before. When I first spotted Anders I felt like the wind had been knocked right the fûck out of me. I hadn't come out yet, so it was extremely hard not to react. He took me for a loop that's for sure. I know there is a nineteen-year difference between us, but for some reason that had never bothered him. He saw only me and told me that age was only a number.

Life has changed a lot since I met Anders, I am kind of like his second in command. Landon hasn't turned over his title of Mafia King just yet, because he said that Anders still had a lot to learn. I can't lie, the thought of him becoming the Mafia King, scares the shît out of me. If anything ever happened to Anders I would lose it big time.

I know in this lifestyle bad things can happen to anyone, especially the ones you love the most. Landon and Krista had gone through some serious problems before I came into the picture, then my brother Tommy when he met my now sister in law, the things they went through were more painful than I care to think about. The only thing I know is that they all made it through and thankfully are still here. We are all one big happy family.

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After we had met our new niece Jenna and visited with family, we left from Tommy and my Buttercup's place. I chuckled lightly. Tommy hated when I called Emma buttercup. I couldn't help it, after the first time I called her that it just stuck. It annoyed Anders, but he knew how Emma and I were. He was just as close to her as I was. We were headed towards home when I spotted a woman getting out of a taxi. The moment I saw her the air left my lungs.

She was rushing over to meet a guy, but the guy seemed angry. He had grabbed her arm and dragged her inside some restaurant. I gritted my teeth and clenched my fists. What the fûck? I began breathing heavily and losing control of my emotions. "Baby? Are you okay? What's wrong? Why are you upset?" Anders said with concern. He places his hand on my clenched fist and squeezed slightly. "No, I'm not okay. I... I... don't know. I can't explain... what the fûck is happening." I gritted out.

Anders didn't say anything the rest of the way back to our home. He just kept quiet and held my hand after I had unclenched my fist for him. Once we got home I got out of the car and tried to take in deep breaths to calm myself down. Why was I reacting this way? I only saw this woman one time. It wasn't even for very long either.

There was this sudden possessiveness and anger that took over my emotions. Was this how Tommy had felt when he met Emma? I needed to call him and ask because I was completely lost in my emotions and I didn't want to take it out on Anders. We headed inside and I went straight to our room.

"Jackson. Please talk to me." Anders said with irritation. I just ignored him and started to get undressed. I needed to take a shower and see if it would calm me down. "Anders, I will be okay. Just give me a damned minute to calm the fúck down." I growled out in frustration. I threw my clothes in the hamper and went straight to the restroom.

I turned on the water and stepped in. The water cascaded down around me and I placed my hands on the wall as I rested my forehead against the tiles. I heard the door close and the shower door open and then close. I felt Anders wrap his arms around me cautiously and he began placing kisses on my back and shoulders.

I groaned softly and just stood there trying to calm down. "Daddy, please talk to me. I want to know what's wrong. How can I help you, if you won't let me in?" Anders whispered out. Fûck! Just hearing him call me Daddy made me instantly hard. He knew what that did to me.

"I saw a woman from the window of the SUV as we were headed home. I don't know what came over me, but I felt an instant connection to her. She was being dragged into a restaurant by some man and he looked angry. I wanted to stop, but I didn't understand my feelings. How could I feel such a fierce possessiveness towards someone I don't know." I rasped out.

Anders tensed slightly. "Do you think she is the one? Our last piece of happiness? We must find her before it is too late." I just turned around and crashed my lips harshly on Anders. We fought each other for dominance, but I needed it more than ever tonight. Anders groaned in my mouth when I reached down and palmed his hardened length.

I released his mouth and turned him around to face the wall. "I need the power Anders, tonight you're going to give it Daddy." I rasped out as I bit down on his shoulder the same moment that I thrust inside of him.

Anders inhaled sharply and clenched his fists. He began meeting me thrust for thrust as I pounded into him. "H-harder, p-please Daddy." Anders groaned out. I began pounding relentlessly and knew that we both were close. "Cûm for me Anders, cûm with Daddy." I gritted out.

We both exploded and collapsed on the shower floor. We were gasping for air and sitting there quietly. "Jackson, I'm serious. If you felt something, she might be our missing piece. We must find her." Anders whispered out as he gasped for air.

"I need to talk to my brother first. Just let me deal with my emotions first. I won't let anything ruin our relationship, Anders. We have to be completely sure. I love you and I won't let anything separate us. I waited too long for you to lose you now." I whispered.

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The next morning I groaned softly as I blinked my eyes open. I felt like shît. This woman was messing with my emotions and that was affecting my body. I didn't get that much sleep because every time I closed my eyes I saw her standing there with that face full of uneasiness and fear. I should have done something. I'm not sure what I could have done, but I should have done something. Anything. Now I don't know if I will ever see her again.

I looked over to Anders's side, but it was empty. I frowned and got up. I went to the bathroom, but he wasn't there. I took a quick shower and did my daily routine, then got dressed and headed downstairs. Anders was sitting at the table drinking coffee and seemed tense. I was about to open my mouth to ask why he didn't wake me up and see why he was tense, but my steps faltered when I saw Landon and my brother in the kitchen.

I crinkled my forehead in confusion. "Jackson. You need to sit down and listen very carefully. Here take this coffee and let's get started." Landon said sternly. I grabbed the coffee cautiously and sat down next to Anders. "We have a situation raising with the CEO of Black Industry. Craig Black. He is trying to interfere with business and I won't let that happen. He thinks he can manipulate anyone to do his bidding." Landon gritted out.

"Here is his picture and file. Study it hard and once you have it memorized burn it. We want the both of you to deal with this. We will have your backs if you need anything." my brother Tommy said. "Anders, this is your first test to see if you are truly ready for the responsibilities of being the Mafia King. Don't disappoint me, son." Landon said sternly.

I grabbed the file and opened it up. My eyes widened with shock. No fûcking way! Was it even possible? Was this a sign? It was the man from that night. "What's wrong Jay? Why are you looking at him like you are shocked?" Tommy said with curiosity.

"N-nothing. Nothing is wrong. It is perfect actually." I mumbled under my breath. "Jackson, we can't afford for any problems. This needs to be dealt with." Landon growled. "Yes, of course, Sir. I completely understand." I smiled evilly. I could finally deal with that fûcker and do what I should have done, to begin with.

"Well, we are going to go. If you need anything just call." Landon said as he finished his coffee and set the cup in the sink. "Tommy, I actually need to speak to you. Can you stay? I will take you back." I asked calmly. Tommy just narrowed his eyes at me curiously but nodded his head.

Landon left soon after, so Anders took the file and went to the office. Tommy sat back down and waited patiently. "What's up, Jay? I know something is going on." He said dangerously low. I rub my hands down my face with frustration.

"Tommy, listen, I want to ask you something personal. What did you feel when you first saw Emma? Or what happened? When did you start feeling something? I... really... need to know." I ask hesitantly. Tommy's eyes soften at the mention of my sister-in-law. "Well, Jay, if I am being completely honest, I started to feel strong emotions and a fierce possessiveness towards Emma when I saw father for the first time with Gunther. I had asked him where you were and he told me that you were with a young woman named Emma at the bar. Just the mention of her name brought something out in me that I didn't understand. I never met the woman or even knew what she looked like, but I was extremely upset and jealous that you were with her. It sounds crazy now, but it's true. After I spotted her at the bar and our eyes connected, I knew." Tommy said with strong emotions. "You knew what?" I asked curiously. "That she was the one," he said with a fierce possessiveness.

Goosebumps covered my body and I inhaled sharply. "Why?" Tommy asked cautiously. "Because, Brother, I think I found Anders and my missing piece." I said with a fierce determination, "Now, we just have to prove that to her." Tommy's eyes widened with shock, but he kept silent. I told Anders I was taking Tommy back and then we left.

We are coming for you sweetheart.

I just hope you are ready for the both of us.