"On that battle stage, life or death is beyond my control. This wasn’t just a simple match. After this, there won’t be anything like this again.” Lydia nodded and hesitated for a moment before continuing in a small voice, “How does it feel to kill someone?” Hearing Lydia's question, Xandrax tried to make something up, “When Maximus died, I couldn’t really adapt to it. Still, it’s not like I’ve never seen a dead person before. Plus, he died quickly, so after a while, I got over it. “When I killed Jayden, I kept telling myself that it was an honorable ending for a martial fighter to die on a battle stage. That made me feel slightly better.” “Your attitude is so strong…” The usually loud-mouthed Lydia’s voice was especially soft today as she sighed. “For the instructor to bring me here to