My Second Chance Mate

Chapter 5: Jeremy

Jeremy's POV

I turn around in my bed and my hand lands on plush smooth skin and I knead it slowly and a moan is heard. That stirs my member down there making him hard and I don't want to leave him hanging so in an instant , I am above her pushing in and out, her moans continue to harden me until I release the last drop. I get out of the bed and walk naked to the bathroom, get cleaned up and walk back to see Quincy lying naked. Her eyes follow my every movement. She never gets enough of me. We f****d the whole night and it's 5 in the morning now, but still she has so much fire in her. That's what I like in her. She is strong, confident, a fighter and has hella stamina. I usually ask her to leave once we are done, but today however I allowed her to stay.

She has been pestering me for a long time to become a beta female, I mean my chosen mate. I want to grant her wish with the title looking at how she warms my bed. My wolf whimpers in the back of my mind listening to the word 'mate'. He is a p***y. 'You have hurt her, she's in pain.You think I will allow you to ditch my mate? I will abandon you, if you do so.' he seethes in anger. See, I told you.

Lyla, my mate, is beautiful, innocent but she doesn't have what Quincy has. 'You don't know that, you didn't even talk to her. She seemed strong, her wolf is strong. They can make our life better, We can learn to love, and be happy. They are meant for us. Why don't we give them a chance? Just allow me to talk to her once.' 'No, I snap back at him. Don't you know or should I remind you. I can't have feelings for anyone, I can't love anyone. I don't deserve it, especially her'. My wolf starts to say something but I cut him off saying' She is pathetic, weak. Didn't you see how she was standing there doing nothing. She is just like our mother. That shuts him up.

You may think I'm a heartless, soulless bastard, I have my reasons. Reason being my mother.

My mother was an omega. Omegas are basically weak, some phase into their wolf slowly like they take time to convert into wolf form, Some phase late in the age, some doesn't phase at all, some die while phasing. And they don't have healing power, if they have it's too slow. My mother phased slowly, her mate was a warrior. He already had a female in his life or you can say girlfriend before he found my mother. When they found each other, they mated. He satisfied his wolf. Later he realised that he can't be with my mother because of her rank, so he ditched her and marked his girlfriend. How pathetic is that. My mother couldn't handle it of course but she couldn't do anything because of her rank. She sustained the pain and carried me in her womb. She was living with me but was dead as a shell. When I turned 5, there was a rogue attack and my mother and I were hurt. My mother couldn't make it, it was a small gash. She died. She was weak. I still had some left when Aiden helped me. He was no bigger, he was of the same age as mine. Aiden my best friend, my saviour, My Alpha. I owe him my life. If not for him, I would be dead.

You can say I had warrior blood, I grew up to be a fighter. If I can take all of my blood from my body, I would have. I didn't want anything from that man. Growing up, I realised I am not weak like my mother, or I should thank Aiden. I trained with him, ate with him, and played with him. His parents were like my second parents. They loved me equally. What Aiden got, I got. They were the only good thing in my life. 2 years ago Aiden lost his father, Alpha Lucas in a rogue attack. Aiden became the alpha and he appointed me as his beta. I will always be grateful to him. All this while, they couldn't change my perspective towards mates and mate bond. I loathe it and it was deeply engraved in me.

Now, you may ask what happened to that warrior mate of my mother. They tried for pups, but couldn't succeed. They tried to even adopt me, his audacity. I refused to become his adopted son, though I had his blood running in my body. Everybody tried to convince me. I had difficulty opening up. I had anger issues. But I tried to open up to Aiden, he rightly said "Don't do it, if your heart refuses it" and that's what I needed. Later in time that girlfriend died due to some disease. Warrior mate sulked daily, allowing death upon him. We werewolves have long life spans, in fact we stop aging after a certain time. Mate, Disease and silver are our weaknesses. When he was on death bed, he requested me to see. I was reluctant to meet him, but Aiden convinced me, so I went there. He started giving the lecture on the death bed telling me the importance of the mate and not to leave them as he did. Who was he kidding? I was so angry, I would have killed him with my bare hands before his death came. I listen to his pathetic excuse of why he did, what he did. When he was done, I got up from the chair and went to the door, before leaving I told him "I will be like you". That made it, he died on the spot. You can't really blame me.

"What are you thinking so deeply?" Quincy's fingers trace my arm bringing me out of trance. Thank God she is wearing clothes. Her clinginess irritates me. Yeah, she has a great body and all but she sticks to me like a leach and I hate it. My boys make fun of me for that.

"Nothing. I am going for a run."

"Are we meeting in the evening?" she asks fluttering her eye lashes and biting her lips. I rise a brow at her. "Leave" I say removing her hands from my arms and leaving the room.