Hindi ako makagalaw. I even felt that my knees are getting weak because of what Elijah has declared. He knew me. He knew what I was doing all along! At sinakyan niya lang ang pagpapanggap na ginagawa ko hanggang ngayon! Damn! And he even threatened me that he will expose not only me but our organization!
Hindi ako makapaniwala. Halos manginig ang mga kamay at mamanhid ang mga labi ko at hindi ko magawang magsalita para subukang itanggi ang mga sinabi niya. I was caught off guard and I know that it’s already late for me to get away from this instantly!
Mariing napapikit ako at pilit na kinalma ang sarili. I need to think straight. May mga itinuro sa amin sa training kung paano lulusutan ang ganitong sitwasyon. But it seems like my mind and body are both restless. Pagod na pagod ang katawa
