I didn't know how I managed to still sleep tightly that night after all the shocking things I heard from Dad. Pagkagising ko kinabukasan ay saka ko lang naisip ng maayos at tuluyang naproseso lahat ng mga sinabi at napag-usapan namin ni Daddy. Leaving the organization is something that is hard for me to accept! Isipin ko pa lang na hindi na ako makakapag-take ng mga missions ay parang nawawalan na ako ng gana! I’m imagining how my life will suddenly change after living for thirty two years and after being with ERA for ten years! Isipin ko pa lang ay parang hindi na ako makakapag-adjust agad-agad! Kaya kinaumagahan ay parang gusto kong kausapin ulit si Daddy para pag-isipan n’ya pa ang naging desisyon n’ya. Isa pa, being with Elijah Consunji is not something I would want to consider! Paa