Chapter - 20
Take it or leave it?!
So I will take it and leave.
Ryan
"I killed someone."
Oh yes, I did.
And it's the most part that I am here.
"You killed someone." She just repeat it and stare me for a while. I give her time to process it, then react to it. More accurately I am waiting for her to run to the hills screaming.
"You killed somebody?" She almost laugh and wait for me to say, "boom! jokes on you."
But I don't.
She stare me blankly.
"I don't know what to say. Did you really murder someone? Are cops after you? Are you running from them?"
Not the outcome I expected. She isnt running away.
"Yes thats what England government will say if they found about it." I say.
She shake her head as if it were a normal day to day thing. I am highly surprised. I wonder how Miranda would have reacted. Then again we were only physical and our relationship was mostly materialistic. And so it ended soon.
" What's your side of story?" She ask.
Now I can't hide my surprise so I laugh lightly. She narrow her eyes.
"So are you kidding me? Is this all joke?" She yell.
"No. No, it's not." I say to calm her.
"I am just surprised that you are still standing before me. I hoped you would run away. Why? Aren't you afraid?"
She purse her lips and sigh heavily. Her eyes dart my shoes. I look down at it. I have a cheese on it. Ignoring it I look at her back.
"I don't know why. Maybe I have seen all those tv shows where royal families do horrible things for power so you killing someone for your own safety justify it. Or I am a.. Stupid person. I don't know." I bring all my strength to stop myself laugh at it. Not because I don't agree with her, it's because how can a person even think like this in this state. I still wonder Bout the hills she should run. Whatever the reasons I had killed someone.
"Or maybe yesterday I found out what my parents did. I guess you might have a reason for that. After being rich you are here working under someone 9 to 5. It's speaking to me."
We both stare each other. My thoughts now questioninv my ethics, my whole life.
If I had been in that situation would I have run away from all that property?
I always had the thought to run away from the chaos but something stopped until I accidentally killed person and had to run away?
Does it mean the thing stopping me was all that money?
Does it mean that I am nothing but opportunists and if a found a way i would kill again?
I don't know.
"Ryan." She bring me back to earth. Her expressions tell how much she was in confusing situation she is in. And is she confiding in me to get her past this?
"I want to be a good man Angie. I really do but this world is very cruel. Whatever I might be, it doesn't matter but I will help you out and help you get back what you lost. You brother. Your property. The name. Or.. Maybe love."
She stop right then and there. Her breathing. Her eyes. Her heart. All blank. What am I expecting?
" Why? "
I shrug at first. But I cannot hide it.
I tell."I guess I want to right my all wrong through you. With that I don't want you to live like me, working as a different person all together when you can have everything that you want. Don't ask me why you because I have no answer to that. These days have changed my thought process a lot. "
I say everything I feel about her. It's strange that I have gotten such a feeling for her in this short span.
Is she really that someone special that they talk about? Is she the one?
Or I am imagining?
Will she turn something like Miranda?
But what? I have her for now. We will see.
" Ryan? "
" Yes. "
"Ryan." She lick her lip,"Will you please take me right in that couch now and make love to me?" She almost beg to me. He leg strain and she squeeze herself a bit.
Condom?
"Angie we.."
"I don't care what we have or not. I will see my doctor after it. Just make love to me."
I stare her. Of course I wanted that but I need to stare this beauty for a moment.
"Do you want to make love to me or not?" She ask quite angrily and impatiently. Her leg now almost one above the other. Is she turned on?
"I want to." I say just as I jump upon her holding her hand to force it up. I take off her shirt as fast as I could and go for her pants.
She fumble with my pants and shirts. Her fingers touching my body is like a fireworks that is making me to shiver.
I push her pants down and look at her to paint her picture in the canvas of my mind. She isn't shy, nor she is explicit.
She is just here. Only that her presence this naked is really naked and I can see how she has giver herself to me. However I try to find her flinch or trace of doubt in her face and body language, I can't. She really is just here. For me.
"You are heavenly Angelina Hawthorne. You are a wonder. " I say before throwing my pants out if my legs and pushing her in the couch.
She gasp at tye suddenness but get with my pace soon that we both get us out of our underwear too.
A violent kiss make us fight for the dominance in which she win over me to push me and let my guards down. I play along bringing the intensity to new level as we wondered each other's body.
I hold her waist to put her in place before reaching for her s*x. She inhale loudly as I insert my finger into her and run it up and down. My teeth on the nape of her neck biting her roughly.
The more I rubbed her, more she scratched my back moaning as loud as she can. The passion and love that she showered upon me is unimaginable. I enter her slowly and lose myself almost instantly.
Her eyes dart upon mine as I move in and out of her with a strange but precedented rhythm.
Her parted lips, fast breathing and rise and fall of her chest is the most beautiful thing I have seen in past few days.
What is she thinking?
I can't ask her. All I can do is take her now. I lower down to kiss her as I reach my c****x. The zyn.
I lay upon her for a while as my and hers racing hearts settle down with the amazing ride then I sit up in the corner of the sofa.
I look at the naked beauty so clear to my eyes. Her eyes don't close and she stare me blankly. Her hands are above her head giving me more discreet fish like figure.
"What are you thinking?" I ask.
She exhale a long breath before smiling vibrantly at me.
"I am happy that I am loving your presence. I never expected it."
Burn!
Didn't you like me?
She gauage my changing expression.
"I didn't mean like that. You are every women wet dream Ryan. It's that... I thought that I would not get over Ethan. He always said that."
Ethan Ellsworth.
Are you ever going to leave her thought, her space? My space?
"I understand." I say smiling as I lower down to kiss her head and then lips. She chuckle.
I stand up and reach for my clothes and dress up. I am all done but she is still there, all naked. And what else? She is streching sexily.
Doing that epic move the woman do best- rubbing their toes over their legs.
I hide my light laugh.
She hear and sit up to look at me.
"Are you going to dress up? I want you to meet someone."
"No. I won't dress up." She chuckle and click her tounge.
I shake my head. All I can think right now against the idea of doing the naked beauty is to create an idea to get her out of the situation she is in.
She says royal families paly dirty for power and money but I know whereever there is power and money, there is a dirty game. I don't want that for Angie.
"Angie, please! " I beg her.
"Why so serious?" She almost sing it to make me laugh.
How can she be cool now?
Isn't she worried about Ethan and Gracia and what not haunting her?
"Angie." I just mumble and reach to her.
She hold my hand pull me into her and we start to kiss. Slowly melting ourself into it. Her soft body work heavens under my hands and her hands? Her small hands cupping my Jaws is untimate.
I never thought I would melt like this. Maybe the cool of her in the chaotic situation is playing me like a voilin.
Yes, she is beautiful.
Yes, she is smart.
Yes, she is brave.
Brave to fight the chaos.
And here is my ture answer when I wondered why Ethan Ellsworth is after her. It's not because of her beauty but because of what she is.
Does he know it?
I hope he doesn't. Who would want to let go of this beauty? So he shouldn't know.
I chuckle as she pull my shirt off and slip her hand. Another round is up,i guess.
"I like the sound of your laugh." She stop and say.
My pit stop!
"It's sexy!" She add.
"Thanks." I say and shake my head. What am I in front of her?
She laugh her head falling back on the sofa. Serene!
"Please get dressed!"
"I will." she say.
She strut and purposely bend down to show off her naked butts. I laugh.
"Would you like to have lunch with me? For now I will meet you my acquaintance and then we will have our time."
"That sounds good." I smile at her.
I give her some more minutes to dress herself and go upstairs to pick her bag.
I open my phone and look at the name in it.
A long unintentional breath leave my chest in nervousness when I start to text him.
Hey man. What's up?! It's been long since we last spoke. Want to catch up with me? Lot has been going on in here.
I press the enter and regret the message. What the f**k.
Gross!
My phone ping and I shiver for a moment. What the real f**k!
This instant?
Why not? I would love to give you whats left of me after all ' that' huh
And there has always been lots going on with you my prince charming. Is it miranda?
God!
I knew it.
How shameless of me!
And how the f**k he knows about Miranda?
I just close my phone and sit with my hand on my head. What was I thinking? Him to come to me hugging after how I left him when he needed me the most.
"Taylor, you whack head, I have only you right now I guess."
My phone ping and it's f*****g Arthur.
Sorry for the sarcasm. Yeah lot has changed. And I would love to catch up with you. By luck I am near you. Meet me in Carmen Palaza at 2?
Holy Bible! You are in America.
Yes. I will be there right at 2. And I will bring someone with me.
Sure, say Hi to Miranda. And I know Prince charming never shows on time. Click click, see you soon.
I laugh at it.
"What are you laughing at?"
I turn towards Angie. She is waring a peach dress and looking as gorgeous as she can get.
"We are meeting a man I thought I would never meet when I left England."
"Oh. So it's him you were talking about?"
I shake my head.
"No. Taylor is just a selfish, money motivated but hardworking guy who would do anything for money but Arthur he will give his life for me just like I -"
I stop. The dilemma? I had the chance and I chose myself.
"you can for him." Angie add and look at me. I don't say a thing. She come and sit beside me.
"I won't but he will. For me. So don't you worry about Ethan and Gracia from now on. I am sure we have Arthur on board. My man. My best friend. My brother. "
I say it but i try to hide that voice that says otherwise. Against what I did to him will he help me again?
" Thank you. "She say. And we look at each other like there is nothing else that matter.
The door bell ring bringing us back to reality.
We both laugh at the intrusion.
" It's Bridget. "I say as I stand to open the door.
" I know. I know. " she laugh.
I open the door and it's not her. It's the man I don't want to see right now. Not at thus beautiful moment.
What a spoilt brat he is to show up like this?!
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