Sydney The second I wake, I find myself reaching for Justin, only to find he isn’t there. I sit up and look around. I see all his things are gone. He has left after he promised he wouldn’t. I sigh and run my fingers through my messy hair. I know he was nervous because of my parents, but I told him they would be away earlier. I shake my head in disappointment. I reached for my phone to check the time and to see if he had texted or anything. I feel like it is five years ago again. I constantly checked my phone for weeks in case Justin changed his mind and told me he wanted to come home. It was pathetic. There is nothing from him. I groan and toss my phone away. I refuse to allow myself to fall back into that routine. I need coffee! I will feel better once I have caffeine in my system. I