I keep thinking about Brad all day and all night. We loved each other so much. I keep stalking him on social media wondering what has he been up to. He is not really active anywhere. As ashamed I am to admit, I stalk Rhea on social media too. She keeps on uploading pictures with my husband every now and then. They seem to be enjoying a lot, together. I try to be happy but someone it’s impossible. When did I ever smile? Was I ever happy? What does smiling even feel like?
I hate Brad. He has grown a beard and I do not even recognize him anymore. The casual clothes he is in all the time, the way he looks. It seems he has stopped working as well. All he does these days is spend time with that vixen. I miss him so much. I keep replaying the happy times that we spent together. I miss his touch,
