My wish is granted as Eros demonstrates everything, that he wants me to learn with Elena and still doesn't practice with me. I am relieved, that he doesn't. That would be even more embarassing. I can barely look him in the eyes the next morning. He was so friendly after we finished the yesterday's lesson, they both were, while I felt so embarassed. I didn't think I was doing well at all, even if they claimed otherwise. I couldn't even concentrate properly as I kept thinking about what was happening to my father. As our feet move across the sand silently, my thoughts begin swirling around my worries again. My body tenses and I begin to struggle to keep up with Eros's rapid tempo. I usually follow along without breaking a sweat, which is why he slows down as soon as he notices the change i