HMOHG Companion Book 18+

Episode 10: Deleted Scene CH 85

**This is supposed to be read after chapter 85! **.the scene where Rose gets her memories back!**

The blanket fell away and his mouth ran dry.

Her breasts nearly spilled out of the strips of fabric that crossed over her n*****s, creating an x over each breast. He could see her darkened areolas and those breasts were definitely bigger than what he remembered. He hardened even more when he pulled the rest of the blanket away, revealing her swollen belly and pert ass in a lacy red thong.

“I think I’ve died and gone to heaven,” Xavier said hoarsely.

Rose’s smile trembled and her hand shook as her fingers opened the card on her choker.

Xavier cursed when he read it. Was she trying to whittle away at his self control?

“Tell me when to stop.” Xavier moaned, moving forward to grab her in his arms. He nibbled his way down the hollow of her shoulder and use his mouth to push down the flimsy strips of fabric covering her n****e. Then he began to suck on her.

“Xavier,” Rose moaned as hot pulses erupted across her entire body. Flickers of memories, of knowing what to do next came to her as her hands buried in the hair at the nape of his neck. It was a reflex, she didn’t need to think with him. She gently tugged his head back so that he looked her in the eye. “I don’t want you to stop.”

Xavier’s breathing stilled and then sped into overtime as his eyes darkened. “Babe, are you sure?”

Rose nodded, moving to straddle him with both knees bent against the mattress. “I…it feels right,” she confessed from her new position of looking down at him. “It’s like echoes of memories dancing across my skin. Every touch…everything…it doesn’t feel new.” Her lips met his in a passionate kiss, pouring all of her emotions into him. They pulled back and Rose spoke again. “You’ve been so patient Xavier and so considerate. You gave me time.” She rolled her hips into his, feeling his hardening member through the boxers he always wore to bed for her sake. “I don’t want you to be patient anymore,” she confessed as if admitting her downfall. “I need you and I know you need me too.”

“I need you like the air I need to breath,” Xavier responded gruffly, staring up at her as she gyrated against him. His hand went to grip one of her ass cheeks.

Rose’s movement stilled. His words sounded so familiar...

“Have you said that to me before?” she queried.

Xavier nodded. “The morning after we made love for the first time.”

“Make love to me again.” Rose moaned, resuming her gyrating. Xavier growled. “Show me what I’ve forgotten.”

And he did. His lips, teeth and hands played across her body, eliciting moans and pleas from her lips like never before. He knew what made her snap, what made her buzz and used that knowledge to full advantage, bringing her to the peak and pushing her over with his hands and mouth. He didn’t count on Rose trailing her lips over his torso before moving down south.

“Have I done this before?” she purred, her lips poised over his painfully hard manhood.

“Once or twice.” Xavier’s breath was ragged. “You don’t have to-“

Rose cut him off when she took him in her mouth and the sight of her looking up at him as her cheeks hollowed out was about to make him come. He threw his head back in ecstasy. His hand tangled in curls at the back of her head, signaling she was doing it right as she slide up and down his length.

“I’m going to come in your mouth if you don’t stop,” Xavier breathed on an agonizing groan.

“But you have to come inside me,” Rose spoke once she’d pulled back from him with a faint pop.

His lips tilted into a ghost of a smile

“Some things never change,” he muttered.

Rose crawled up over his body, positioning herself over him.

“Like this?” Rose bit her bottom lip, trying to angle him inside her.

Xavier hissed in agreement when she finally sunk down over him.

“I love you,” Xavier spoke the words ardently as he looked up at her, his pregnant mate trying to figure out exactly how to move so that they both enjoyed it. “Lean back, grab my thighs.”

“Have we already done this position?” Rose queried, following his instructions. “Oh!” she yelped in pleasure at the friction it created when she moved against him.

“No.” Xavier jerked slightly, meeting her thrusts.

The import of it sunk in. They were trying something new, something different. It was a first for both of them. She didn't have to worry about comparing it with something she couldn't remember anymore.

“You look so f*****g hot right now,” Xavier growled. “Lips bruised from my kisses, breasts engorged and that stomach swollen from growing my pup.”

His words made her hotter. And the way he talked about her body, as if it was temple to be worshipped made her remember something else. She leaned forward into him, her breath tickling his jaw.

“Mark me.” Rose pleaded, moving her hair to one side. She angled her neck to give him better access. “Erase him from my body.”

Xavier started in surprise. So she knew his failure. Knew the mark wasn't his. Again, guilt and shame engulfed him.

“I’m sorry I couldn’t protect you from him.” Xavier’s voice was tortured. Rose felt him start to soften inside of her.

She kissed his jaw.

“Xavier we’re a team. You came back didn’t you? You came back for me.” Her voice was husky, seductive as she kept moving against him, working him so he remained firm inside her. “I don’t remember, but from the things I know…the things I feel, there’s no one else I’d rather have as my mate. Now mark me,” she said firmly.

He let his hand lightly rest against her belly between them before kissing her, his tongue exploring the crevices of her mouth. She hovered over him, hands clutching his shoulders, leveraging herself against him so as not to squish her stomach. Rose moaned when Xavier’s lips rubbed across the stretch of the side of her neck before resting over Alistair’s mark.

“I wish I’d killed the bastard.” Xavier's voice shook.

“Do it.” Rose pleaded, her body was anticipating the thrill of it. Something told her it would feel good. She grinded into him insistently.

His canines erupted, his tongue laved her delicate skin to prepare it for his bite. He carefully found the expanse of skin that was the softest so it would hurt the least and sunk his teeth in.

Rose moaned and ground against him even more. White hot lights erupted behind her eyelids and Xavier sucked on her skin, canines buried deep in her neck as he moved against her as she kept gyrating, they kept the motions going until she didn’t. Because she fell apart in his arms and as she rode the crest of her pleasure, feeling Xavier empty himself inside of her, it was like a key unlocked a hidden compartment in her brain. Memories flooded into her, memories she'd thought were lost to her. 

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“I’m not letting you out of bed that easily.” Xavier smirked when Rose tried to get up to get ready for the day. He’d spent the entire night relearning her body, and talking to her about how scared he'd been for her.

“I have a doctor’s appointment today.” Rose replied pointedly, turning to him as she sat up against the headboard.

Xavier leaned down, kissing her stomach.

“I’ve wanted to do that for the longest time. Ever since I found out you were pregnant,” he admitted, his lips warm against her belly. He kissed it again.

“I’m sorry I didn’t tell you sooner. I wanted to surprise you at the right time.” Rose said warily, chagrinned over Xavier having to find out from Dr. Danvers. His lips made their way up to her breasts, kissing them as well.

“I’m not angry.” Xavier murmured against the valley of her breasts before his lips made a path to her areola. His tongue circled it and Rose gasped.

“You spent an inordinate amount of time on my boobs last night. Don’t you ever get tired of them?” Rose teased.

“Hey I need to enjoy these while they last.” Xavier retorted, his mouth closed over one n****e.

Rose's head lolled to the side. Xavier successfully kept her in bed for another hour before they both got ready to go see Dr. Danvers.