(Rachael) I keep on telling myself that I didn't enjoy the way Xander's body was pressed against mine. I've tried so damn hard to ignore the feeling of lust that was slowly taking over my body, as he continues to place small kisses against my neck. when did we get to where we are now? first, we were arguing, and now I can't stop myself from moaning as his lips gently caress my neck. he thought that I was going to fight him, but he thought wrong. I was losing control by the minute, and if he didn't get off me, I'm afraid I'll do something that I'm sure I'll regret in the morning. "fuck." Xander said, as his kisses got rougher. I knew that somewhere in the back of my mind, I should stop this before it got out of hand but I'd rather not. there was just one thought going through my mind t