Zhi Zhe's Past (Anita or An)
There is no perfect life in this sweet little girl's soul. He was even born with all the flaws that became his strengths. The young girl living in the mansion, Zhi Zhe. The girl had awakened from a sweet dream. He opened his bedroom window and saw a beautiful morning atmosphere. Her beautiful smile gives the spirit of life.
He smiled and remembered his past a little, with the hope that his life would be much better now. And, that girl is me.
Seeing a bird perched in a tree not far from my room. I am delighted and hope my life is exemplary. I have a not-so-good past. I know my father lied about my mother. I know everything. Undine who told me everything. A woman with a beautiful face like a goddess is Undine. He said to me about my mother, and father who kept forcing me to forget about mom. My father gave me a new name, and he married another woman. Yes, the present is the Big Madame. With my own agreement, I will call her mother. It sucks to admit things like that when our own father forces me to forget about mom.
Father also asked me to be an ordinary girl. Dad always scolded me when I took out the strange abilities I had. But thanks to Undine's help, I was able to hide everything. My mum will be okay and will be happy if you obey what dad says. But my father never wanted to understand my feelings. He only cares about himself, a selfish man.
I met Undine when I was 5 years old and befriended him until I was 10 years old. When my mother and father argued, Undine never saw me again. But he sent me a letter. He continues to tell the life of his stubborn son. Funny things about her son, yes she is a mother. Undine is a cute mother, in my opinion, how come? He always tells me about his son. Even though I was nothing, and he saw me as his friend. Really funny! We are of different ages. He even considered me as his friend.
A big fight has separated me from my mother. I was sent to a college by my father. Father forbade me to meet anyone there. Father also forbade me to meet Undine. After sending me to college, my father left me. He went to town without any news until I grew up.
My maturity grew up in the martial arts environment, and when I was lonely, Undine always came to accompany me. He told me many things, including about mother. My mother will never come back after this separation. Undine really hopes for me. He wants me to be an independent child, strong and never complains. Undine .... Undine is like my mother, but Undine really doesn't like being called a mother. He always wanted me to call him a big brother. He was weird and didn't want to see how old he was.
I still remember when Undine and I played together near the lake, yes, when I was in college. He met me while I was by the lake. I threw a stone into the lake, and Undine came upon me.
We were sitting under a tree at that time. At that time, I was also filled with boredom and wanted to complain. But Undine came to accompany me.
"What is wrong? Huh, that face of yours! You're pissed off. Is there someone pissing you off?" he asked me.
"Yes, my friends really didn't like me being in college. They say I am a daughter. It is not proper to approach my own teacher. Indeed who wants to be close to him! I approached him because I wanted to learn from him. Isn't that allowed, Sis Undine?"
Undine chuckled at me. He also threw stones into the lake until the lake water gave off water ripples.
"Huh, what can't be? They are just jealous of you. You grew up to be a beautiful girl! How old is your teacher?"
"Oh, my teacher is just like you. He didn't like being called by me a teacher. He said he was too young. But he wanted to teach me all about the knowledge he had. His name is Brother Hezky. He's still young. He and I do have not that much age difference. Sis Undine, where have you been? Why did you leave me? "
"Ah, that. Forgive me! Undine's brother also has a problem. Sorry if you can't stay by your side. Brother came home and took care of that nagging brother's son. He's getting stubborn now. But don't worry, my sister has calmed her down. He's fine now. "
"Yes, thank goodness then. Is Sis Undine going to see me again?"
"That, brother, is very sorry. Brother is here to say our goodbyes. But don't worry, someday we'll meet again. Bro, promise ?! You have to take good care of yourself, don't get hurt or hurt by others. "
I was surprised to hear that. My heart started to hurt, and I felt sadness. Again I have to part.
"Sis Undine, where do you want to go?"
"Brother is coming home. Your family is waiting. Don't be sad, everything will be fine. "
"Well, it's fine. It must be because of Undine Brother's child, right? He is talkative and stubborn. If someday I meet Undine's older siblings, I promise to step on their feet even in front of Undine Brother or whoever he is! I really don't like him bothering you!"
Undine laughed again. I don't know what was funny.
"Hahahaha .... it's okay. This is not a problem. You practice well. One day you will understand! "
"Sis Undine, if you go out with whom will I?"
"Sis Hezky is there. He will definitely take care of you well. You're doing well here. Someday we'll meet again!"
"Sis Undine, before you leave. Can I ask something from my brother?"
"Yes, of course. What do you want to ask?"
"Mother, where did my mother go? She disappeared. I want to find it. I want to be with mom! "
Undine immediately hugged me tightly, he cried. I feel her sad and hurt soul.
Undine let go of her hug at me, then she replied, "Your mother actually doesn't go out with other men. There is no other way to save a girl like you. Your father insisted on preventing it. But fate said otherwise. The sea goddess will still live in you. So don't be sad, your mother will always be with you. Just follow your father's wishes, but there are times when you also have the right to defend your rights. One day you will understand, what your mother did was the only way to save you."
"Save me? Of whom? Is there a wrong person targeting me? Actually, who is the sea goddess? "
Undine smiled at me. She wiped her own tears with both hands. Then he looked deep into this vast lake.
"The sea goddess is you. Your mother has to serve her sentence. Don't worry. The punishment will end soon. And you, you are the daughter of the sea goddess. You have something that no one else has. Do you realize that something? "
"Yes, I realized it. But I hid it! "
Undine smiled at me, "Good, your mother must be proud of you. An, don't be sad. Someday everyone will gather again. The present time is only testing us, so don't worry and don't be sorry. "
"Yes, well, if that's what Undine's brother said, then I wouldn't be worried and not sad!"
Undine nodded his head, and he stroked my hair.
Suddenly, I heard Brother Hezky's voice shouting for me. We heard it. That's when the breakup started, the separation between Undine Brother and me.
"An, Sis Undine will go first. Take care of yourself? "
"Yes, sis, brother too!"
Kak Undine smiled sweetly at me, then his body slowly disappeared. The body turned into flower petals and flew by the wind towards the vastness of this lake. I just smiled sweetly to see him go.
"See you again, Sis Undine!" I said, waving at the thousands of flower petals flying into the middle of the lake.
That's when Kak Hezky came. He was standing behind me.
"An, what are you doing here?" ask me.
I immediately looked back and saw Kak Hezky.
"I'm saying goodbye to Undine Sis!" I replied, smiling sweetly.
Slowly, time after time. Brother Hezky and I both grew up to be adults. I am 19 years old, and Kak Hezky is 21 years old. He grew up to be a handsome and brave man. These are the following years and the last year I am waiting for Ms. Undine to return. This lake was the prior lake we met. I was almost made to forget the time with Kak Undine's appearance. I don't know what kind of woman she grows up to be. But I miss her very much, and I miss you too.