It’s 2 in the morning and there’s still no sign of Josiah in the house. I have finished reading the whole coverage of our lecture tomorrow but there’s still no sign of that brute here.
I walked down to get some water. I have classes at 8:00 tomorrow and I can’t believe I am staying up late to wait on a person I am not even sure if he’s going home.
But then I couldn’t dare to sleep without knowing if he’s safe. We haven’t spoken so much in so long. We only have a few exchanges. I ignored him with the best of my ability.
I believe that this is for our sake. He has a girlfriend so he couldn’t hug me like that. He could not beg like he’s jealous about Kyle Kim. It confuses me and I hate it. I don’t like uncertainty.
Mona said I was being paranoid. She said that maybe Josiah acted like tha
