Sloane pov
Frozen in place is what I am. Why the f**k would he be in a relationship with a f*****g spy? And why the f**k do I care? I have no feeling, I shut myself off yet there is that tiny bit of me only a small bit that can still feel like when my dad is mentioned or when I see Kelly truly smile and when I walked back in here and saw Akito that made me feel the most. I had to force myself not to let them feeling show i'm not ready to let everything out. It's all there waiting to be released, both my parents deaths, Eric's betrayal, Eliott coming into my life, f*****g up when mum and dad died, almost losing Kelly and the nail in the coffin was when I found out Akito belonged to someone else and my grandfather arranging a marriage between him and me it's all to much.
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