Oh it’s nothing but agony and ignominy, at least at first. My rectum is being ripped open, and the blood released is a natural lubricant. Ever more swiftly that gigantic phallus plunges in, constantly exacerbating the damage. Yet gradually I come to understand whatever it is that motivates all the masochists out there. If this is indeed my doom, then the only way to alleviate it in the slightest is to somehow incorporate the pain, terror and shame into the helpless lust this being undeniably stirs in me.
I know I wouldn’t be the first man to find pleasure in penetration. There is a whole world of homos out there after all. And even though I’ve never been attracted to a man in my life, I can’t deny that there is something erotically appealing in that thick hard shaft slamming so violently
