'What the heck am I doing?' Nikolai asked himself as he ran a frustrated hand over his hair. Did he know Sabrina was there, yes he did. He'd sighted her the moment she reached the training grounds. He'd purposely asked that question while she was in ear shot but for what reason? Just to hurt her? He didn't quite get himself these days. Watching her constantly hover around Caelum irked him. It was a displeasure he couldn't find the words to explain. He wanted her to realize Caelum could never have feelings for her but the look on her face had squeezed on his chest. His attempt to make her give up on Caelum hurt her. Ah dammit! Why did he even care if she was hurt or not? It was Sabrina! That frustrating female Sabrina. Would she cry? He briefly recalled her tear filled eyes from the