“You won’t, Wolf. You can’t. There’s no reason to. Don’t even think this way. It’s not this bad,” he says to himself.
He thinks of Tin again: the unlimited s*x they have together, their age difference, more s*x. Daddy issues. He wants to smile, but can’t. He refuses to smile because these issues make him unhappy. He can’t be with Tin anymore. It’s over. It’s done. Finished. He should have never gotten involved with the man in the first place. He feels like a fool, an i***t, and is embarrassed that he’s opened his mind and heart to Tin. He doesn’t know what he was thinking, or why he has acted the way he has. It’s all a blur to Wolf. Here and now. A swirl of confusion.
The rolling river calls to him.
He doesn’t listen. No way will he.
He tells himself, “There’s somewhere you need to go,
