My demon

Chapter 7

Jungkook POV

The new morning means a new day. The first thing I feel is a strange disgusting coldness. The blanket covers me but I still feel cold.. Weird. I reach out with my hand only to feel the fluffy blanket but nothing more. I flutter my eyes open but don't see Jimin.

WHAT?

He isn't here? Where is he?

I sit up fast to look around but nothing.. He's in Busan now? Why didn't he say goodbye? I thought he would leave after we ate breakfast. I can't help but to feel sad and lonely.. My eyes drive to my alarm clock which didn't even ring. It'll wake me in 15 minutes so it's not enough to go back to sleep but it's okay, I can't sleep anyways. I get up and walk to my desk. The cold ground isn't helping my cold body. I catch my homework which Jimin did for me yesterday. I know I shouldn't be sad. I don't even know why but I feel so exhausted and weak and miss him so much. I feel like I didn't sleep. It's like something inside me craves for him, screams for his attention. It's not like I don't understand his position. I can't imagine what he needs to do but that's human. I'm not a king of a demon world like him but I just wish him to be by my side.

I put the sheets into my bag and then go to the bathroom to fresh myself up. I look into the mirror and catch my very pale cheeks. I try not to think too much about them but the next I catch are the red and purple hickies on my neck. Even my scar has one. I stroke over the rough letters >PJMat school--

'Jungkook, are you okay?' Namjoon asks worriedly and I look at him. I watch Jin coming closer to us.

'Kookie! What's with you?' He shouts as he stays beside his taller boyfriend. Why are they so worried about me?

'It's nothing.' I say but I know they don't believe me.

'And where's your hot, dark demon?' Jin winks but Namjoon elbows him slightly.

'He's in Busan, his world and needs to take care of his people.' I say and Jimin looks at Namjoon.

'So that's why you're like this.'

'Like what?' I stutter and Jins eyes are filled with sympathy

'Like your world is ending.' Jin says and I blink. He's right... It really feels like my world is crashing down.

'But he'll come back right? So you don't have to worry.' Namjoon asks and I nod.

'So you just have to right. Your man will come!' Jin says and wraps me in his arms.

'My baby!' He says and I enjoy the hug of him.. This two take care of me.

---at work---

'Here's your soja latte macchiato sir!' I say to the customer and go back to the counter.

So many hours without Jimin and he's still not with me. I wish I'd know what he's doing at this moment.

'Jungkook-ah you're alone today?' Hoseok chuckles and joins me. I know what he means. Usually Jimin is always with me when I work.

'Yes.. He has important things to do.' I say for the I don't know how much time today.

'Ohh okay... Are you good?' He asks and I think I don't like this question. I heard it too often today.

'Yes hyung.' Another costumer enters and I rush to him.

Please Jimin, I don't know how much longer I can take it. I really need you.. Then call him Jungkook.. My eyes widen by my thought. Yeah I could call him like he said but that's unfair. I understand it and so I won't call him. I need to be patient, for him.

Just two hours later my shift ends and I go home. Finally I just want to cuddle my blanket and drink a hot chocolate. Jimin would totally like it. He should try it later. I hope he's okay. I can't call him with my phone or something nor see him. What if he got attacked? No, that can't be. He's a demon king and very powerful. Nobody can harm him. I'm sure about that but my mind doesn't listen to my heart so the thought doesn't go away. I hate this!

I do my homework as fast as possible but I can't concentrate that much. I just need to write something down and it's okay.

My stomach feels empty but I don't want to eat.. The last time I ate was lunch in school and nothing more. Just that and my cereals but I don't have the urge to eat something now.

I walk to the kitchen to make a tea for me, something what warms me up because I feel so cold. I always feel cold but this is way more stronger and intense than usual. I feel like a big part of me is missing. I look out the window and catch the rain drops hitting the glass. The sky looks so dark in grey but it's beautiful.

'Kookie!' I turn around and get a kiss of my mom. Why does she look so worried?

'My poor baby! I see he hasn't come back yet. Come here!' She says and opens her arms for me. Suddenly a sob leaves my lips and I wrap my arms around her body.

'He'll come back!' She says and rubs up and down my back.

'I know.... But I miss him so much.. I don't know why or how to explain but it's so strong.'

'This is love Kookie.. It has such effects.' She says and I nod. I want to be alone now so I break apart and try to give her a small smile.

'I'll go to my room.. Thank you much..' I grab my tea and go upstairs. I feel so numb and strange. My life was like this before I met Jimin. Only one person can change your life so fast and rapid.. It's almost terrifying.

I drink a sip of the hot liquid, feel it rushing down to my stomach and lie on my bed. I plug in my headphones and play some music while I cuddle the blanket in hope of getting the warmth. It smells like Jimin.... Please come back soon. Tears build in my eyes, tears I don't want to come but I can't do something against it. It makes me feel weak. I close my eyes, push myself deeper into the pillow and bed while I feel a wet drop running down my cheek. My heart hurts so much. I can't call him, no, that would be unfair of me. The emotional melody of the song bumps into my ears

I need you girl

Wae honja saranghago honjaseoman ibyeolhae. (Why am I in love alone, why am I hurting alone)

I need you girl

Wae dachil geol almyeonseo jakku niga piryohae (Why do I keep needing you when I know I'll get hurt?)

Another tear escapes my eye and another.. I can't stop them. My cold body begins to shake.. I don't get it warm. Why doesn't it warm up like always? Ohh I know.. It's because Jimin warmed me up like no one else, like he's my sun. I can't call his name, no, be patient Jungkook.

The song ends and a new one plays, >I know you< by Skylar Grey. I guess I should listen to something happier and no emotional song but I'm too lazy to play something else. I just hold myself like it would protect me. Maybe it helps me when I dream of him. I love it when he wraps me in his arms, when he looks at me like I'm the most important thing to him. He gives me so many feelings. His strong arms gives me warmth, safety, love and adoration..... A hug is a simple gesture but it says so much to me. Just like his lovely words.

'I am here. I love you baby..' I hear his deep voice saying while I feel his arms on me. It's like he's really here.

'I love you too Jimin..' I smile softly and cuddle into the warmth

'Your scent is addicting..' I feel his smirk on my neck and warm kisses on my skin.

'I could swear this is real..' I say and feel another tear dripping down to my pillow.

'It's because I am..' He says and squeezes me.

My breath stops suddenly and with a fast move I sit up and turn to my right. My mouth drops open by what I see, it's Jimin. My demon Jimin.

'Y..you're here!' I whimper and can't help but cry again.

'Baby!' His red eyes flash in guilt and just a second after I'm in his arms and no longer wrapped in the blankets. His scent, his body, his eyes... It's there! The strength I missed. I wrap my arms around his neck, grab hold on him and lay eyes on his flesh, his tanned muscular skin.

'Please stop crying baby. I'm here now. I'm so sorry it took me this long.' He breaks apart but I'm still in his warm arms on his lab. He gently wipes my tears away, does it so softly that a new wave of tears hits me but they don't escape. He's really here. It wasn't a fantasy.

'But the question is..' He begins and I watch his eyes darken 'why didn't you call me like I told you?'

'I... I didn't want to disturb you.. I knew you had important things to do...' I mumble and fiddle with the hem of his dark grey shirt.

'Baby..' He takes my chin between his fingers and looks intensely into my eyes. I wish I could look away by this because it makes me feel like he can read my whole insides.

'You are the most important to me, much more important than my own people..'

My heart pounds by his affecting words. So romantic

I open my mouth to tell him that his people needs him more but

'Don't you dare to say something else! You are my world Jungkook... God,you are so confusing. I wish I could read your thoughts.... I would love to know excactly what you think but it's strange that it doesn't work by you.' He leans in and pecks my lips shortly and softly. He can read thoughts? But after he breaks away he kisses me again for a second time, then a third and fourth till his tongue claims my mouth, sucks on mine and shows me how much I mean to him.

'I love you' he snuggles his nose against mine and makes me smile for real for the first time for today.

'I love you too..'

'I told you I would come back. And I want you to call me when you're hurt. I would destroy worlds for you baby to come and ease your pain. I don't want your tears. They are too precious.' Jimin says and kisses my cheek softly.

'Promise it!' He says and slips his fingers between mine.

'I promise.' I say and feel my heart pounding loudly.