ELLA
I knew Damien was scared of all the 'what ifs'. I was too. I did understand that bith of our lives could be irrevocably ruined. But I hadn't lied to him. And I was tired of lying to myself when it came to him. I wanted him so damn badly it hurt. The way he kissed me set me on fire. Somewhere in the middle of it, I'd decided to take the chance, knowing that if I did, there was no going back. I was okay with that if he was.
I sat on my bed with him, weirdly not as nervous as I thought I would be. Being touched by Damien felt so right. And if I had to chose someone to lose my virginity to, I'd pick him any day of the week.
"Ella... I want you. I do. But..."
"But what?"
"I.... I know... that you're a virgin." He said. "I overheard you and Megan. It doesn't make me want you less,
