That Brat

Chapter 08 Move on

Chapter 08 Move on

After finishing my dinner I was on my bed thinking about Jatin. He lied to me again and if I confronted him about that then he would just come up with so many excuses making me feel like a possessive girlfriend. He can go anywhere but at least don't lie to me or don't ask me about my whereabouts in return.

Ughhhhhhh. Go to hell. Go to hell relationships. I don't know how people handle this relationship insecurities, tensions, arrangements and arguments. That's enough! I can't do this. You go to hell Jatin with your lies. I am going to sleep with an empty head with no more discussions and worries about you. Yes, making up my mind I was going to sleep but suddenly my phone rang and I picked it up in hurry reading Jatin's name on my mobile screen. Well done Mira.

" Hello"

" Hey baby, how are you?"

Jatin asked sweetly.

" I am good. So where are you?" I can't keep that in my stomach for a long time.

" I am at home now. But earlier I had too many drinks with my friends. So when I reached my home I slept for like three hours. I just woke up now and missed you "

" But you told me that you were going to football practice "

" In front of your friends I couldn't tell the truth that I was going to have some drinks and w**d"

" That's not good for your health "

" I know Mira "

" Then okay "

" What okay? Give me a kiss "

I don't understand the logic behind giving a kiss over the phone.

"Ok "

" Come on Mira, I am waiting "

" Ok " This is awkward for me. I wanted to divert this topic.

" Why do you feel shy about everything? " He complains like always.

" I am not shy, ok. You give me a kiss first "

" Okay babe. That's not hard, I will teach you. So where should I give you a kiss? "

" On the cheek " I replied smartly.

" Ok Muah muah muah. Now it's your turn "

This is called being grown up? LOL!

Awkwardly pouting my lips I made a muah sound that was strange for my ears to understand. What the hell am I doing?

"Muah "

" One more "

I guess he knew that sound was really strange. More like pooping. Ewww

"Muah "

"One more"

"Muah "

"One more "

"Uffo Jatin(-_-;) "

What the f**k am I doing? He chuckled.

"Okay okay. So you had your dinner?"

" Yes and you? " Finally we are having some normal conversation.

" Nope, I am feeling like eating you only "

" Jatin! " Nope he is still wandering around those perverted thoughts.

" What! Ask me what I would like to eat "

" Umm, No. I am not going to ask that. "

" Come on, try me once Mira. It will be fun. Ask me baby " he whined.

" Ok. What would you like to eat? " I asked out of boredom only.

" I want to eat your boobs, what are you wearing inside your clothing? "

Huh? Omg!

" Same things like you " I answered, changing the topic of conversation.

" I am not wearing a b*a. Do you? "

Awkward. I don't know what to say. How to even respond.

" Mira? "

" Yes "

" Remove your b*a honey, let me eat your boobs."

The f**k? Uffo. I wanted to make a run actually.

" Mira? "

" Yes "

" Why are you feeling so shy? "

" Because I am like this only " I was irritated.

" Yes and I love you for being yourself but besides talking and spending time with each other. Is this not a part of our relationship? "

Previously I never let anybody talk to me dirty like this. I used to shut them off. But now I want to try everything.

" Yes it is part of it. " I agreed stupidly.

" So why are you not opening up to me?"

" I don't know how to respond or react when you say such silly things "

" Silly things? Do you think I am behaving silly towards you? "

" I didn't mean like that " I laughed at him for taking it as offensive.

" Seriously Mira you don't know anything! Good night " he sounded very serious at that moment.

" Ok I am sorry Jatin. Jatin? "

He hung up on me.

" Fine whatever " I murmured and threw my phone away.

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" I want to break up."

Jatin surprised me with these words in the morning when I couldn't resist meeting him as soon as I reached college.

" Okay," I said, feeling glad that he initiated the breakup because I couldn't handle the relationship anymore. It had become nothing but a messy ordeal.

" Okay? So you're okay with a breakup? " He seemed taken aback that I agreed so easily.

" Yes, What's new in this? I've prepared my mind for a breakup from the very first day of our relationship, " I admitted truthfully.

" So you also knew that we couldn't get along? "

" Yes, I knew that. As I told you earlier, my relationships don't last for long. Some last for a few days, some for a few months. Something just happens to ruin them."

" Oh, I'm sorry, Mira."

He's sorry about what?

" Nah, don't say sorry. I am okay with it. It happens."

" So we can stay as friends, right? " He looked into my eyes while holding my hand.

" Yes, we can," I nodded.

" Can I hug you for the last time? "

" Sure," I smiled, and he took me into his warm embrace, and all of a sudden, I felt like crying. I don't know why, but I managed to control my emotions from reflecting on my face.

Finally, I am free from this relationship that made me feel stupid so many times. Maybe I cried because of the rise of insecurity and jealousy inside me. My mind was both happy and sad with the loss.

Two days passed with these rising feelings of emptiness inside me which soon engulfed my surroundings.

And then finally unwillingly I started missing Jatin's late-night calls, his voice, our banter, his excuses, and everything that occurred between us.

No, I didn't want to feel weak so to divert my mind, I went to a party with Olivia, which was organized by one of our college senior hoping that I will be able to catch Jatin's glimpse. Stupid me!

Music blared, and the lights were dim. People were sitting in groups, enjoying drinks and w**d in the corners of the house. My eyes searched for Jatin. Maybe he's here, hanging out with his d**g-addict friends and that bicth Ana.

Ugh, stop it, Mira. There's no need to get jealous now. I closed my eyes and sat down in a corner, leaving Olivia and Dheeraj in the crowd for a while. Later, Dheeraj joined me again.

" Hey, pretty girl, shall I bring orange juice for you? " He was being way too sweet, and I didn't want that.

" No, I will take it on my own," I decided not to accept his sympathy. Finding me alone, Dheeraj was not wasting any chance to earn gentleman points from me. He was giving me options to have a good, caring, and romantic boyfriend like him. Oops he is a Mr. Flirt too slipped out of my mind. All boys are same Mira, beware of their sweet talks.

" What's wrong with you Mira? Please cheer up, I am right here. You are my baby boo." I heard him say which irritated me to the next level.

" I am not your baby," I don't know why he is so much interested in me.

" Soon you will be," he told me confidently.

" Stop it! " I snapped and walked away, losing my patience with this Mr. Flirt. But then suddenly, he held my hand from behind and dragged me into a nearby room.

" I swear I will kill you, Dheeraj----- "Jatin ? What the heck!