That Brat

Chapter 09 Nobody love me

Chapter 09 Nobody love me

Mira's POV

" Shhhh, it's me," Jatin made me aware of his presence and quickly closed the door behind him. Quickly flickered the lights on.

" Ummm? " I didn't know what to say after my wish came true.

" How are you doing? " he asked, while sitting on the edge of the bed and I stood near the wall.

" All good. What about you? " I gulped, feeling nervous around him. I hoped he didn't want to patch up now, even though I wanted him to come back to me begging on his knees.

" I am also good, but I don't see you, good at all." He said making my heart flutter.

" What do you mean? " I pretended knowing the fact that he was looking for me too. Yay! It wasn't only me who wanted to keep an eye on him. I bit my lip, hiding the goofy smile forming on my face.

" Have you moved on, Mira? "

So, he wants to say he doesn't want to move on too? I literally blushed but then corrected my expression.

" Yes, I have," I replied confidently.

" I don't feel so because I noticed you lost in yourself a lot more."

He noticed me. Awwww.

" I am fine, Jatin. You don't have to worry about me," I pretend but deep down I couldn't ignore the fact that I love the way he cares for me. Awwww.

" Then make a new boyfriend."

" What? " Wait! Hold your horses, Mira. What did he just say?

" I want to see you moving on with a new boyfriend," he scratched his jaw.

" What rubbish are you talking about? " Then I realised " Oh? I got it. Because you want to move on with Ana. Right? " I gritted my teeth, feeling like breaking his head.

" No," he chuckled and I stared at him with regret. Really he is the most stupidest guy I have ever met.

" Whatever, Jatin. I am leaving. Bye."

" Wait, wait, Mira. I didn't mean to offend you. I just want to see you happy, not sad. That's why I said it."

" Enough! If you want to get a new girlfriend, then go ahead. I won't be troubling you. So don't tell me what I should do or not."

" Mira, listen, listen to me—"

Shutting the door on his face, I left the room. Who the hell does he think he is? How dare he tell me to find a new boyfriend and clear his way as if I am stopping him? b****y hell! I hate him. All boys are crap!

I punched the button on the car keys with my thumb with somewhat similar feelings which I had for punching Jatin. But taking care of my feelings I sat down in Olivia's car and closed the door loudly, dealing with the frustration creeping inside me because of Jatin. That bastard! How dare he? Ugh, I want to go home! Where are you, Olivia? Please come fast. This party is boring as hell. I don't see the logic behind playing the music, then dancing and drinking on the floor like idiots. Where is the fun? Heck, what is fun? As far as I know, I feel happy being alone, spending my time reading and scrolling my phone's screen.

Why do I want to mix with this strange people who seems nothing but meaningless and stupid to me? Ugghhhh, I hate everyone for doing party around me while here I am suffering. That's the bitter truth of life that no one belongs to anyone and no one really loves anyone.

Oh my god I am so lonely. Nobody loves me. Alone, invisible, insignificant, non-existent, annoying, worthless thoughts creeped inside my innocent heart.

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Damn! I wanted to cry so hard but I was holding until I reach the pillow of my room. But uff it was difficult to not cry anytime soon. I was on the verge of crying when somebody saved me by knocking on my side window of the car.

I ignored him and quickly wiped my eyes.

" What happened? " he asked, opening the door, and i gulped the lump forming in my throat.

" Nothing "

" So what are you doing here, sitting alone? "

" I was not feeling well, so I came here."

" Why? What happened to you? Let me take care of you." He showed concern for me, which I needed the most at that time.

" Nothing, I just want to run back to my home ASAP. "

" Come out. "

" Huh? "

" Come out, Mira, and tell me what is wrong with you? "

" Nothing, I am fine. "

" I know it's because of Jatin. "

" It has nothing to do with him. "

" Don't lie. "

" I am not lying. "

" You are clearly lying, Mira. "

" No, I am not. "

" So come out and enjoy the company of others who really care about you instead of feeling low about nothing. "

" Can you please just leave me alone? "

" No, I can't. "

" Look I don't need you or anyone right now, did you get that! " I snapped rudely at him.

" He is an a*s for leaving a girl like you. You are so special, Mira. He is worthless, and crying over someone like him is not worth it. He is only interested in getting into the pants of girls, not into your heart. You are not alone or worthless. You are lovely and precious. "

" Really? "

" Yes, Mira. "

" He said he wants me to find a new boyfriend and move on from him. " I don't know why I told him.

" He is an i***t, actually. Did he ask for s*x also when you were in a relationship? "

Huh! Now where did this thing come from?

" No, he really cares about me. "

" Well, most of the guys fool girls to have s*x only. "

" If you were going to be in a relationship, won't you also ask for s*x? "

" Nope, I never wanted to get into a relationship to get into pants. But most of the time girls wanted to get into relationship with me to have s*x with me. They never wanted long-lasting relationships."

" Umm--- What! Really? "

" Yes. "

" I thought boys are only like this. "

" No, some girls are also like this. "

" Well, I am not that type of girl. "

" I am also not that type of boy, but I have to tell you a secret. I am really your type. "

Finding comfort in his presence, I looked into his eyes for a while, in the silence. But after hearing a familiar voice, I quickly averted my gaze.

" Oiii, what are you guys doing here, leaving me in that nasty bitches and hoes crowd? "

" Nothing, I was bored, so I came here, " I got out of the car, explaining to Olivia.

" And I followed her, " Dheeraj shrugged his shoulders.

" Everything is fine? " Olivia asked suspiciously.

" Yep, no worries, " I took her hand in mine, assuring her.

" Okay, so let's go back home now? " She asked, looking at both of us.

" Yes, '' I told her, feeling relieved, but Dheeraj interrupted me.

" No."

" Why? "

" Because we are going to eat ice with creams !" He literally screamed.

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Dheeraj grabbed ice creams from a nearby ice-cream parlor, and we came out of the car to eat them under the moonlight.

" I love this flavor, " Dheeraj licked a big scoop, showing the heavenly satisfaction on his face.

" You love this flavor or you love l*****g that flavor? " Olivia teased him.

'' Well, I love everything about ice creams that scream to eat those creams, " Dheeraj smirked, attacking the other cone of ice cream in his hand, and Olivia laughed, enjoying their double-meaning banter.

On the other hand, I stayed silent, listening to their conversation to divert my mind.

'' Well, Mira, do you like my choice of ice cream for you? '' Dheeraj asked, noticing my silence.

'' Yes, it is tasty.''

'' See, I know your types really well. Try me, " He hinted, referring to our earlier conversation, and I actually started thinking about moving on with him.

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