I feel refreshed after waking up from sleep. Last night’s party was pretty tiring and troublesome. When we got home I went straight to bed and rested. Remembering last night’s events is giving me headaches. For real, who would have thought that I would have a conversation with the Emperor? I never expected that chance to come. I’m slowly realizing that I am taking up space for when I am alive. Tatiana in the previous book dies young so the story progressed without her. But now, I am here. My existence alone disturbs the flow of the story and it concerns me.
What is the true motif of the Emperor then? He will not waste his precious time on someone like me. I am just a mere daughter of a baron, what could I ever offer to him? The Emperor likes women but he doesn’t look like he’s sexually a
