I have found a plant that can help me to successfully perform my plan! I went through dozens of books to gather much information. I found this plant named Azalea. All parts of this plant are poisonous and can cause nausea, vomiting, breathing difficulty but it was rarely that fatal. I searched for plants because it was accessible, having a big garden of plants here in the house of Mircea. I carefully read information because it can result in much worse. This will do. Consuming a small amount will not cause me much. I just need to get over my acting skills right now! I walked towards the mirror and tried to tear up a little. Acting was harder than I thought! I need to get better at this or else my plan will fail! I looked like a mentally unstable person for a little while when a knock woke