. . My classes today have ended. I passed through Father’s office and I saw that there were a lot of paper works piled up on his desks. I was worried so I came to comfort him but as soon as I saw Mother with him I just let them be. It makes me happy seeing them having a good time. Instead of spending my remaining time inside my room, I decided to have a short walk to the garden. It was peaceful out here but my mind is in chaos. I don’t know if any of these things make sense. Maybe I was just too afraid to take risks until now. I have nothing on my past self but right now, I know I can change that. I just need to be a little braver. “My lady! Sir Jom is searching for you. He's at the gate right now.” The servant named Anne came to me and I rushed towards the gate and saw Sir Jom. He was