My bad boy

Chapter 10

-after Jimin left-

Jungkook POV

2 hours have passed since Jimin left. 2 hours and I think I'm going to explode. I'm so nervous and not even the walk with Gureum calmed me down. What if something will happen to him? I really love him much, with all my heart. He's the first one I really love. It sounds like a drama.. Me being the virgin and he's the bad boy.. But he is one and really a handsome and mysterious one too. He caught my attention with the first time I saw him.

'Gureum I'm afraid...' I cuddle my dog and my pulse is faster than usual.

*ring ring ring*

I jump up as my phone rings, grab it and answer.

'H..hello?' My voice is shaky by the nervousness and light fear.

'Jungkookie? It's me Hoseok. Are you okay?' My best friend speaks on the other line and I breathe in relief. It's just him. It couldn't be someone else like Suga or this V. They don't even have my number, pabo!

'Y..yeah I'm okay.. And you? Why are you calling?' I ask and hope he won't ask more. I don't want to tell him about Jimin.

'I'm good, just missing my best friend. You have time tomorrow? We can meet in our usual cafe.' He asks and I smile by the thought. I really miss him and he was on vacation for 3 months... I haven't seen him for so long.

'Of course Hobi. Maybe after my work at 4?'

'Yeah... That will be nice. I'm excited to see you Kookie!'

'Me too. I really missed you. You have to tell me about your vacation.'

'Will do *giggle*. I should visit you to see Gureum *laugh* I miss this cute little being.' I laugh by his mention and shake my head

'Course *chuckle* See you tomorrow then!'

We both end the call and I watch Gureum who licks over his soft paw.

'Tomorrow I'll meet Hoseok!' I cheer and his tail wiggles like he understands what I said. That's too cute but suddenly his action changes. He lays his head on the sofa and his eyes get a bit teary. He looks so sad suddenly.

'What's wrong Gureum?' I wish we both speak the same language. He is like family for me. His dark-brown eyes travel to the front door and then back to me. I wipe my head to the side in confusion. Jimin?!

'You miss Jimin?' I ask and don't even think I'm right but his eyes are fix straight on me and he blinks. He always does it for a yes.

He misses him that's so cute and sad at the same time.

'I miss him too...' I stroke over his head and he leans into my touch. He is so soft.

'Hopefully daddy will come soon.' I giggle but still feel very nervous. Like something happened and I don't know what

--Present--

Jimin POV

I walk back home but take another way cause the people aren't allowed to see me with blood. That would be too dangerous. I smoke another cigarette in hope to calm my nerves down but it feels strange it doesn't work like usual..

3 and a half hours have passed since I left Jungkook and I'm glad that the mission went good. I mean, yeah I punched and fought with them but we got what we wanted so it went good. And Suga told me he wouldn't lay a finger on Jungkook so that's great. Still I should be careful. I can't risk anything when it comes to him.

Now I just want to see Jungkook.. Maybe a bit action with him but I just want him to be by my side. He deserves to know more about me. The real me. He is too precious for a guy like I am and deserves much more than this. I told him what I do but I know that he is too innocent to realize this. My baby. But will he hate me if he knows the real me? Why I'm like this? Everybody has his reasons but I hate mine. I clench my fists till my knuckles are white as I walk through the dirty streets of Seoul. Cheap, slutty women and men look at me with this want inside their eyes and it disgusts me that I f****d these type just 4 months ago. Ever since I met Jungkook I don't have the need to be with them anymore, with these dirty whores. What I really want is my cute loving babyboy who waits for me, looks at me with his incocent, beautiful eyes. I took his virginty and didn't do it for lust. I never slept with him cause of lust but pure love. I never ever made love to someone, hell I didn't even believe in this s**t but Jungkook is the first and only one I make love to. Who makes me believe this? What does he have to turn me into this?

He can't leave nor hate me for what I am, what I did but he deserves to know

After 15 minutes I finally reach my apartment complex. The sun goes down and the sky is covered in purple, pink and orange colors.

I enter the big complex and go upstairs. My eyes travel automatically to Jungkooks door and I stop moving.

I should go to him now... WAIT! s**t, I look down, see my hands and shirt with the blood.

I should change first cause I don't want him to--

'I go and look after my post Gureum!.' I hear Jungkook saying and then it happens. His door opens and I freeze on spot. f**k, Jimin, f*****g move already!

Jungkook eyes brighten up when he sees me, his pupils get bigger but I see the rosy color leaving his beautiful cheeks as his eyes travel down to the blood and my hands.

'J..Jimin?' His voice is small and I can't read his glance. I just step to him, see him tensing a bit and wrap him inside my arms. I walk inside his apartment and shut the door with my foot.

'I missed you baby.' I breathe inside his ear and hold him tight. He wraps his arms around me as well and melts into my touch. I love to feel him.

'I missed you as well.' He confesses and I smile by this words.

I sit both of us on the sofa with him on my lab. I take his chin softly and make him look into my eyes. They are filled with confusion.

'Baby' I speak through the silence in the room and stroke over his warm thigh.

'Ask me if you want.' I say and his eyes widen

'B..but I thought you don't like it.' He confesses shyly

'Yes but you deserve to know baby. I don't want you to know nothing about me.. You should know the real me.'

'The real y..you?' His voice is a bit shaky. I feel he's nervous maybe afraid? I nod

'Okay..' He stutters and I wait for him to continue

'W..what happened today? Are you okay?' He grabs my hand and looks at the blood on my shirt and I grab his chin so he doesn't have to look at it. I breathe in deeply, glad that he's worried about me.

'I'm okay don't worry. We had a mission today. The Chongs brought new guns and they wanted more money like we planned.'

'And?' His voice is small and his eyes stare directly into mine

'It was my job that we got the price we told at the beginning.' I answer and he swallows hard. My heart clenches as I see his eyes filling with tears.

'A..and what d..did y..you do?'

I swallow hard as well. That's harder than I thought but it needs to happen.

'I did what I can do well. I punched and kicked him till they were unconscious.' I hide the action with the gun cause that will shook him even more.

'They? U..un..unconscious?' A tear falls down his cheek and I wipe it away. He closes his eyes by my touch and then opens them.

'A..and what will you do with these guns?'

'We'll sell them to others for more cash.' I explain and he nods

'It's okay for you to be afraid of me baby.' I tell him and wipe another tear which escapes his pretty eye.

'I *hiccup* I know y..you won't do something to me.' He confesses and I tighten my hold on his thigh. I place the other on his cheek and smile softly as he leans in

'Yes I won't..'

'B..but I still want to know more about you... I don't understand. Everything makes me s--..*sob* so confused... I know nothing about you.' He whimpers through the cries so I hug him tight. I feel so much guilt right know, guilt I never felt like this before. Not even after the accident. It reminds me of my mother but I try to hide it for now.

'You will. I will tell you baby and we both will learn more about each other okay? But..' I say and look into his eyes. His eyebrow furrows and I continue

'Don't hate me for who I am.'

His innocent eyes look straight into mine. They don't blink but glisten beautifully. I touch the soft flesh of his cheek, over his rosy lips.

'I couldn't ever hate you.' His voice is quiet but I catch it. I hope it, pray for it. His eyes travel to my lips and he leans down slowly.

'Never' his breath hits my lips and I couldn't take it anymore. I grab him by his shirt and smash his lips against mine. He gasps surprised and I take this to claim his mouth, to dominate him. I need this to make sure he will not leave me.

The air in the room gets hotter, just like the kiss and he wraps his arms around my neck. I grab his thighs and get up with him, walk to his bedroom to lay him there carefully. I want him so much right now. I didn't ever think that my feelings could be this strong. My hand snakes under his shirt, his n*****s harden as I touch them and I smirk. Sinful pretty moans leave his lips as I play with his sensitive nubs.

Jungkook POV

I am so happy Jimin told me that he'll tell me more about him and the desire for him got stronger and as he kissed me. it was like.... Like we are gonna make love and it feels more right you know? I feel so much, so deep love for the man who's kissing me deeply. I want to give him my body cause it's all his.

'D..daddy nngh' I moan as he takes off my shirt and licks over my n*****s. God, they are always so sensitive.

'What baby?'

'Please take off your clothes.' I beg while watching him as he plays with my body.

'Okay' he breathes with dark clouded eyes and takes off his clothes, leaves himself in boxers. My mouth goes dry by his hot body being on display for me. I see his muscles tensing as it hits the cold air.

'Baby don't stare at me like that.' Jimin growls and takes my boxers off. I mean as my c**k hits my stomach, hard and leaking. My hole clenches in excitement and need, just wants to be filled with him.

'So beautiful.' Jimin says while looking at me intensely. He spreads my legs apart and leans down.

Oh god, what will he do?!

'AHHH!' I am surprised as I feel his wet, hot tongue on my rim. My body aches for more and I feel his smirk

'So impatient.' He says before he opens my hole and finally enters it. A loud moan leaves my lips as he eats me out without mercy. His tongue feels so good inside me and I move my hips, want to meet his thrusts but he grabs my thighs and holds them apart and at the same time still.

'D..daddy ahh nngh' my moans get louder and my climax begins to build. I don't want to c*m just now but I don't want him to stop either. His skinful tongue reaches me deeper till I feel his whole face touching my ass.

'Ahhh!'

'Moan more for me baby. Let me hear your hot noises!' Jimin says and licks me again. Tears build in my eyes and the pleasure's too good.

'Ahh I ahhh am AHHH' I half scream as he bites my left asscheek but thrusts his tongue back into me hard. That is all I need to come and god I do hard with this s*x god.

'DADDY!' I moan loudly as my climax hits me. He rides it out and leans apart but still holds my thighs apart. All this experiences are still new for me. This pleasure...

'You're so delicious....' Jimin says, his lips swollen and split covers them. I blush hard by his words. D..delicious?

'Taste yourself!' He demands before he crashes his lips on mine. I moan by the taste of myself and him. It seems so dirty but at the same time so arousing and my body begs for more.

'And now I take what's mine.' Jimin smirks and takes his boxers off, lets me see his hard, big c**k which's already leaking. I would like to taste him too.... But not now.

He grabs my thighs again and I moan by the pressure of his c**k on my hole.

'D..daddy!' I beg and he leans down. I wrap my hands around his neck and pull him down to kiss him want to taste him again.

'Take me please!' I moan into his mouth and it gets louder as he finals enters me. He stretches me open in ways I don't know, I can't explain.

'You're so, so good baby!' Jimin moans as he begins to thrust. He kisses me again and swallows all of my moans thankfully while wrapping my thighs around his hips. But as Jimin hits my prostate I push my head into the pillows and a high-pitched moan escapes my lips.

'f**k, you're so good!' He grabs my hips to thrust into me harder and deeper, abusing my special spot. Pleasure controls my body, makes me to a moaning mess for the man I love.

'I ahhh!' I moan and arch my head, giving him access to my neck.

'Not yet!' He groans and thrusts inside me with a deep and hard pace. I try not to come, to ignore the delicious clench in my abdomen. Jimins moans next to my ear and his hot breath makes my c**k wanting to explode right now.. I can't but I want to so bad

'P..please ahh Daddy!' I moan and scratch my nails down his pale back, feel the muscles tensing under them as he hits my special spot non stop.

'You want to ahh come right? God, so eager baby, sucking my c**k so well!' He moans in a husky, deep voice.

I bite my lower lip as my climax gets closer and closer. I want to come so bad, tears fall down my cheeks. I clench around him what makes it more intense. His c**k rubs against my sensitive walls

'f**k ahh, you're sucking me so deep!' He growls and I clench around him again

'Ahh f**k, I'm going to come if you do this.' His lust clouded voice makes me doing it again and again...

'f**k, come with me baby!' He orders and a high-pitched moan of relief and pure pleasure echoes in the hot bedroom.

'DADDY!' I moan and he as well while he covers my inside with his hot and thick seed. He holds my hips tight and we both pant heavily. This was so.... Intense and good. I don't know what to say. I mewl as he pulls out and lies beside me, pulls me closer and I cuddle on his muscular chest with all the energy I have left. His scent hits my nostrils and it's so good, so masculine and with a hint of sweat.

'My.... My mom was murdered and I saw it. I was 16.' He suddenly speaks up and a cold shiver runs down my back. His arms get tighter around me. I look up and his serious eyes are filled with sadness. My poor Jimin. I imagine a young, maybe innocent boy who witnessed his mother dying. My heart clenches by that.

'I'm s..so sorry.' I confess and wrap my arms around him, hug him.

'Ssssh.. It's okay baby. You don't have to be sorry.' He says and strokes over my back.

'B.but this is *sob* so cruel.. And you were so young. You saw it!.' He kisses a tear which leaves down my cheek away and a small smile covers his lips.

'I know but this is what life got me.' He explains and I cuddle him tightly. I wish this never happened to him. Even when he's a part of an illegal gang, for me he is a good man and he doesn't deserve such a cruel past.

'But.... One thing is good in life....' He says and I stare at him with furrowed eyebrows. What?

'You.' He says and my heart swells in adoration and love.

'I love you.' I say and kiss him.

'I love you too baby.. Don't think about my past.' He says and I stare at him half confused and irritated. How could I not think about it? Wait! If he saw the death then he knows who it was. I'm sure the one is in prison.

'C..can I ask you one thing?' I ask and he nods slowly

'W..who killed your mother?'

'When I'll tell you this please don't ask more okay?' He says, make me more curious.

'Okay.' I say and listen to his deep breath.

'It was my father.' Is all he says and makes me shook. His father? His own father, her husband? His body tenses as he speaks the words and I kiss his chest but don't say more. He wants it like this and I understand it.

'Goodnight baby.' He whispers into my ear. I don't know how to sleep by this huge information but he is by my side and it makes me feel better so I close my eyes and try

'Goodnight.'