Jaylen
She was avoiding me. After the night we had, I thought we were getting somewhere. It was the most we’ve talked and laughed and were in complete sync. Once she got out of her head, she was completely open. For the first time, we talked about what was going on when it came to Nik and Alicia. We shared stories about college that occurred after she left. She doesn’t judge me for any of the decisions I’ve made over the years.
It was like catching up with your best friend. The only difference was, that I was in love with mine.
It aggravated my soul that she knew that yet refused to acknowledge it. She crawled into my bed last night, slept in my arms yet snuck out, and hid the whole day. I don’t get it. It’s frustrating because I know she has feelings for me. No matter how hard she tr
