Ayanda looks totally zoned out but I need to speak to him about something really important I hope it won’t lead to other violent attacks. “Uhm Ayanda can I ask you something” I ask him and he nods. Suddenly I’m not sure if I should continue I’m nervous. “Next time you feel the need to beat me please don’t do it in front of my parents” I tell him in a shaky voice. Like I expected I see his hand moving towards me, I protect my face and bend. I won’t scream because my parents will know what is happening. I wait for him to attack me but he doesn’t, I stay like that maybe he’s waiting for me to get back up. But what he does next, surprises me we both freeze for a moment. He’s hugging me, and I can’t hold back the hurt and anger I weep like someone just died. He hugs me tight and kisses my h