Been inside this room for 4 days now. My parents, Ayanda and Bova have been knocking but I never answered. Ayanda threatened to break down the door but I don’t care. Today I’m hungry and I can’t ignore the grumbling stomach forever. I couldn’t even sleep well I feel weak I’m even shaking. I take a shower and wear my black short and blouse with socks no shoes. I make the bed and go downstairs I’m washing my plate when a security guard walks in with Ayanda he’s asking how I’m doing I keep quiet, he keeps talking I can hear the frustration in his voice. He takes threatening steps towards me I look at the gun in the guard’s trousers belt, if he beats me I won’t hesitate. He chokes me, I pull the gun quickly and I point it in his forehead I hear the guard gasp.
“So what are you going to shoot
