Olivia
In my seventeen years of existence, I've had already experienced things I believed I didn't deserve. Sometimes, I couldn't help asking why I had to suffer in such a way, and then it would come to me that it was life and such things were normal. It would come to me that they were just part of life discipline and God testing my faith.
Those tests were really difficult. I was losing strength. I became so weak that I almost lost faith and almost hated Him. I thought He was being unfair because I had to suffer terribly while other people were enjoying their normal lives. I was jealous to see them going out with their friends and enjoying their youth whole I was physically and emotionally suffering. And it was wrong to blame God. Despite everything, He had been so good to me for keeping
