Ch 13
Julia Thomas
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I remember everything about him.
I want him to shred the pieces of his clothes and get naked with me.
Not only that, but I wanted him to see the scars on my body..
The invisible ones I had carried through the years
I wanted him to look me in the eye and know that I was breaking from within.
And mainly I wanted him to know that how lost I was in my skin..
I also wanted him to drag me downstairs and slam my body against the table..
Fuck me until I bled for him…
And at the same time, for once, I wanted him to just look at me like he wanted me
For once
I didn't know what I felt anymore.
I felt confused
Angry
Lost
So, I wanted him to make me feel something
Make me feel alive…
I wanted him to hurt me physically
Because I wasn't capable to
