You Still Belong To Me

Chapter 5

Ch 5

Julia Thomas

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“What happened?”

Aunt Tammy asked as I stood at the door, drenched

It started pouring heavily on the way

But I liked it

I felt my comfort in those rain drops that washed away my tears like it wasn't there

“I ran away like a coward.

I couldn't face him”

My eyes dwelled up , as I walked into the place I was trying to save

A place called home…

And Emma rushed out of her room, hearing my voice

“Did you talk to him?” Emma asked, curious.

And I walked straight to my room…

Quietly, ignoring her question

“Give her some time, Emma.

She just came home.

Go, get back to your room.

Let her rest for some time” Aunt Tammy ordered

And I shut the door, as I reached the floor…

I laid down, my eyes watery…

As I remembered my eighteenth birthday..

How it changed my life.

Forever.

♧♧♧♧♧♧

“Are you sure Trevor will ask you out?”

Pri asked, as we stood in the middle of the bar…

My dad would get a heart attack if he learned that we had come to a club but…

He would never know.

Right?

Oh, God?

I swear he will bury me alive if he knows where I was

“I don't know.

He told, see you on Sunday.

I wish I would have told him that my birthday was on Friday.

Maybe he would have said something.

But I couldn't utter a word.

I feel so stupid”

I shrugged, remembering it was just me and him!

I could have casually mentioned to him that it was my birthday

And maybe he would have smiled saying something

But no

I acted dumb

“Chill, I have an idea”

Sophie walked back from the bar with three glasses of drink on the tray

“Did they really let you buy a drink?

Aren't you supposed to show them some kind I'd?”

Prie freaked out, she was always too scared to get caught!

“Well, i was so good at flirting that he didn't even ask me for my ID.

Now, Jules, listen to me.

You got to do something bold.

I mean, Trevor went to school in the city.

You know, the girls there are so Bold and hot.

And not to forget, you guys grew up together when you both were little.

He was your play mate.

We don't want him to see you in the same eye now.

Do we?”

I nodded at Sophie, wanting her to continue

“Julia is hot too.

Look at her boobs”

Prie grinned ,as she took a glass.

And I consciously looked down at my pink dress, which had a deep v cut… Showing off my small t**s!

“They are a handful.

Don't disturb me ,Prie.

Now back to our plan,

Jules, you should totally go to Trevor's house and just kiss him.

Like a proper kiss”

Sophie blurted out

And I Almost fainted, just by the sound of it.

“No way.

I don't know how to kiss”

I cried…

Almost

“Oh come.

You are a big girl.

Now we are going to watch some kissing clips.

Maybe watch notebook movie,…

Oh, Ryan! Gosling…

He is so hot”

Sophie grinned, thinking dreamy!

And the plan seemed awful…

But that was until, Sophie made me drink two more glasses of shots…

Vodka

I almost felt like I would throw up, but I didn't

I swallowed it

“I'm going to drive the car.

Prie and I will wait, far from the Reed's mansion.

You will go inside the house and kiss him and run back to us.

We will leave.

We can go to my home and sleep.

On Sunday when Trevor meets you, he will only think about the kiss”

Sophie dragged both of us, as we followed like the disciplined herd.

“Don't use a lot of tongue, okay.

And touch him…

He would like that.

Run your hands down his neck but don't strangle him.

Perhaps just tease him”

She offered some advice, as she started the car.

As promised, dad had got my first car.

Well, a truck..

But I loved it!

It was so school

Prie and I squeezed in the passenger's seat.

My eyes stared at the kissing scene as pri played some of the kissing videos.

I thought I was ready, but the minute they pulled up, and I walked to the door of Reed's mansion.

I wanted to throw up

My knees almost gave up

I looked behind and saw Sophie asking me to walk In…

And I did.

The place looked different, maybe I was too drunk.

But finally, I took a right.

The last second room was Trevor's.

The door was unlocked…

Maybe he is scared like me to lock the door at night

The thought itself gave me more confidence.

Oh, I have Trevor for whole my life

This should be easy

I saw a picture of me and him when we were like three years old

He was kissing me on my cheek which was in the size of an apple…

Taking a deep breath

I walked inside, the room was pitch dark..

And when I stumbled on the bed ,I knew he was on the top because he shifted, and I could feel it

Feel his weight shift on the bed, which was so soft and bouncy

My heart started beating heavy.

“What…?”

His voice came out deep and hoarse as he sat up..

My jaw dropped as I saw his bare chest

And my cheeks flushed..

Did he know I was coming?

Obviously not

“Oh my god.

Are you naked?”

I bit my tongue, as I spoke the words too loud.

And wrapped a hand around my mouth

“Huh…

Erm

What are you doing?

What time is it?”

He questioned, as he tried to move or get up from the bed,

But I didn't give him a chance!

“Shh.

Where are you going?”

I almost jumped on him as I crawled on his lap..

He didn't move this time.

His windows were left open..

And the moonlight peeked in!

I stared at his dry lips...

He should take better care of himself..

And looked at his eyes

Blue in color

Which just made all of this so better

“I turned eighteen.

Like twenty minutes ago”

I whispered, as I bought my hands around his neck.

And wrapped it tight..

“Happy birthday”

He whispered back, and I felt his hot breath against my skin

“Are you drunk?

Oh my god.

I am too.

I had tequila shots.

Can you believe it?

I mean they didn't check our ID cards because my friend was so good at flirting.

By the way,

What did you drink?”

I asked him, as I could smell the alcohol in his breath

“Scotch”

He replied as he licked his lips..

His eyes staring at me like he was so clueless and lost

“Why are you here?”

He questioned, and I moved closer..

He was wearing pants..

Oh..

And it rubbed the inner part of my thigh, which made me groan…

But I bit my tongue, not wanting to make a sound

“I am here to kiss you.

To tell you that I am eighteen.

And that you can take me out.

You know, like a dare.

But I'm scared because I have never kissed anyone before.

But don't worry, I saw how Ryan gosling kissed his girlfriend in the movie.

So, I'll do it right.

Just wait until I close my eyes”

I murmured as I moved closer…

My eyes never leaving his

I was so badly drunk

“Okay.

But on one condition”

He slid his hand around my waist, as he lifted me off him…

And threw me on the bed

“Just a kiss.

And I want to you to go to bed.

Like a good girl"

He ordered…

And I smiled As I nodded

Like a good girl…

“Yes, just a kiss.

Close your eyes”

I murmured as I clenched my eyes and bought my lips forward.

But he chuckled

As he bought his hand and stroke my jawline

“Look at me.

Stop closing your eyes”

He ordered And I blinked my eyes open…

And he kissed me.

Bought his lips ,pressing it against mine..

And his teeth gazed my lower lip..

I gasped, as I parted my lips giving him an entrance to my mouth, and he sucked on to my lips…

His tongue touched mine..

And he kissed me perfectly..

Before he pulled back and came next to me.

He pulled me closer, as he kissed my earlobe as he whispered

“Now go to sleep.

Happy birthday to you”

And I complied…

I slept like a baby in his arms..

And opened my eyes ,as I felt the sunlight hit me…

I moved, feeling his warmth behind me…

And smiled as I remembered the kiss.

So to take a look of his face, I turned around slightly..

But it wasn't Trevor who kissed me

It was Nathaniel..

Who was a big time jerk

And the realization made me jump out of his bed

As always

I ran outside the Reed mansion..

My friends had dozed off in my truck

And I hoped inside, waking them up, hurriedly asking them to drive us off before anyone could see…

It was already morning,

The sun was setting

But I could still feel his scent on my body.

And I was so fucked..

Oh, I f****d up big time