I was in turmoil, if I had known he would facetime me, there was no way I would have changed, how embarrassing, what must he have thought, that I was a tease? My embarrassment was acute as it was only growing when I realised that I had inadvertently shown more flesh than previously thought. I slumped down into the warm inviting bed, pulling the covers around me as if by covering up completely now would change how I had looked for the last 15 minutes. I willed my mind to concentrate on other things. Like the contours of his face, his glorious smile, his dreamy eyes that bore into my very soul even through a video call. The thoughts sent the now familiar jolts of pleasure through my body. I closed my eyes thinking of him, of us, and of what tomorrow would bring, I wondered at this moto
