Mine

Chapter 5 - glasses & guilt

--- time skip - 3 weeks later---

3rd Person POV

Tomorrow's the day where the said guns will arrive. The security is at the Jeon's mansion 24/7. Jungkook becomes more and more nervous. How he's supposted to hide this? Where could he even hide them? Only his big metall safe seems good enough for Jungkook.

Jimin and Jungkook haven't had a date in 3 weeks so the elder worries Jimin pretty much because his lover works too much in Jimin eyes. Jungkook wants a date of course but outdoors seems impossible.

Jimin POV

I wake up and feel the sun on my skin. Kookie must be working because he's not beside me. I feel cold so I cuddle a big panda plushy Jungkookie gave me. I have this weird feeling around Jungkook. We haven't had a date in the last 3 weeks and there's more. He hides something from me and I don't like it. Whenever I enter his office he immediately ends his phone calls or stop his actions with his laptop. First I thought it was cause he wants to spend more time with me but when I see his glance he looks sad and serious. I don't know if I should just ask him but I'm just so damn curious. He doesn't like to speak about his work and then there are men in uniforms at the house and garden. I'm being watched the whole day and a normal business man doesn't have so many men and doesn't even need them. I mean come on. I'm not that stupid. Maybe he's lying to me. Tears form by this thought. My Kookie wouldn't lie to me... Or maybe yes and about what? But he said that he loves me and I believe him. He is so mysterious like Jin and Hoseok said as I arrived here. Frustrated I pout and cuddle the panda tighter. I get a huge headache by all the many thoughts. Maybe I should look for Jungkook.

'Koooookie?' I call through the floor and be thanked with raised eyebrows from the uniform-men. They look at me seriously I think that they aren't open for a joke. That reminds me of the joke Jin told me the day before.

[Flashback: Jin: What if you put god's baby?

Jimin: I don't know

Jin: gat nan ai *laughing*

Flashback ends]

I laughed so hard as he said this even when I didn't understand it. A little laughter escapes my mouth and a man notices this. Immediately I shut up. They really wouldn't accept a good joke.

'Kookie?' I call again but a bit quieter but still no answer. I go to his office where he's all day long. The doors a little bit open and I can hear Kookie talking

'Yeah yeah tomorrow. Is everything ready? Yes? Okay then tomorrow.' What's tomorrow? My inner war comes back. He ends the call so I enter his office. He looks tired and I can clearly see his black rings under his beautiful eyes.

'Ahh baby what's up?' He notices me and opens his arms. I straddle his lab and stroke his soft hair.

'I feel lonely. You're here all day and I can't see you. I am worried.' I explain and a little smile makes it over his face.

'So cute but don't worry. I'm good. I have you.' He kisses my nose and a huge pain cracks in my head

'ahhh' I hiss and shut my eyes by the painful wave of pain.

'What's up baby? Are you okay?' He asks and gently strokes my cheek.

'I uhh have a headache that's all. I don't want you to worry.' I kiss him but the pain's still there. Kookie seems to think and then takes his phone

'What are you doing?' I ask but don't get an answer.

'Please send the doctor. Jimin isn't feeling very good.' He ends the call

'You didn't have the call a doctor Kookie. It's only a little headache.'

'You're right but I want you to feel better.' Suddenly I get an idea and giggle

'Would you do anything to make me feel better?' He nods slowly

'Then play the piano for me. Pleeeeease!' He pads my hair and chuckles

'Kay Kay. Everything for my baby but in the evening. Now the doctor checks on you.' I pout, I want to hear him now. 'Okay'.

'Don't pout, it's too cute' he kisses me passionatly and let's me go.

'Good luck' he wishes me and shows me his cute bunny-teeth.

-time skip - after the check up-

'So Jimin you need glasses.' The doc explains

'What?' I cheer. Great I get glasses. I know it seems strange but I've always wanted some as a kid. I think they look very good and attractive besides I want to look good for Kookie. I freeze then.. What is if he'll don't like them? That would be a catastrophe.

'So Jimin here are different types of glasses. Wear what you like.' I nod and look at the them. So many differences like the color or the shape but I think I take this one.

'You like this one?' I nod again

'Great. Then I'm finished. Good bye and have a good day Jimin.' He bows politely

'Thanks and good bye.' I smile and wear my new glasses for the first time. Do they look good on me?

God I hope so.

Jungkook has to see this first. I hope he'll like it.

'Jin? Could you please tell me where Jungkook is?' I ask

'He's at the living room and by the way the glasses look nice.' I smile

'Thank you mom' he chuckles and gives me a pretty smile.

I like Jin so much. I have been at Jungkook's mansion for about 1 month and Jin's like a little mother to me. He's so nice, friendly and often talks to me. When Jungkook works then I spend time with him and we play Xbox or Nintendo which Jungkook also has because he loves Mario. Both love Mario.

That doesn't mean that Jin and me only play. Sometimes we only talk. He's a good and important friend for me.

---living room---

I'm so nervous. I don't know exactly how I can describe this feeling but I'm nervous as hell. What if he doesn't like it and thinks I look ugly? Okay Jimin calm down. I breathe in and out and without to make many noises I go to Jungkook. He's reading a book and sits with his broad shoulders towards me. Carefully I backhug him so he can't see my face.

'How was it by the doctor?' He asks with cute voice and I breathe in to calm down a bit.

'I have something to show you oppa' I say and my heart pounds louder. I'm serious he can hear it by our close hug.

'Turn around.' I say and he does it. First he stares at me with motionless eyes but something inside them flashes. Okay it doesn't seem that he likes it. The rosy color leaves my face and my eyes become watery

'Kookie? Please say something.... Do uh do I look really that ug--' But I can't say more because Jungkook throws me over his shoulder and walks upstairs. I scream in surprise and wrap my arms around him tightly. I don't want to fall but at the same time I feel safe. Jungkook still haven't said a word and makes his way to the bedroom. As we arrive he throws me on the bed and climbs above me.

Jungkook POV

My baby looks afraid and excited at the same time. God he doesn't know what he has done. But with this glasses he looks already more innocent as he already is. And that's a huge turn on for me. He looks so pretty and fragile. I want him now.

'You *kiss* don't *kiss know *kiss* how *kiss* sinful *kiss* and hot *kiss* you look *kiss* with this little glasses on.' He widens his beautiful innocent eyes and opens his pretty little mouth but I shut him up with my tongue in his hot cavern and suck all the air he has in his lungs. He moans as I bite his lip and I remove his clothes. I can feel the blood rushing to my member as I see his baby blue lace panties and what?? Tigh stockings? Oh holy s**t he wears them. His thighs looks more yummy for me. I smirk when I see his bulge and innocent eyes.

'My little princess looks so pretty. Should oppa take care of you?' I lick on his earlobe and get a moan in response.

'I take that as a yes princess.' I kiss him again. Hard and passionate. God how I love this little boy so much. I lick stripes from his jaw down to his chest and leave wet open mouth kisses. On a couples of spots I suck and after minutes of working I look at my masterpiece of 5 huge red blue hickies.

'Oppa' he moans as I reach his panty. I kiss his tighs and take off his panty but leave the stockings on. God, so sexy. His red c**k aches to be touched so I begin to stroke him softly and suck on his sensitive n****e.

'Ahh oppa.' He moans what makes me going crazy. I take the lube from the nightstand and spread his legs. He hums at the cold feeling but gets used to it quickly. I slowly enter 2 digits inside him to work him open. I curl them and when he moans in pleasure I enter the third finger. He wipes his neck to the side

'ahh please Kookie. More.' He whimpers and I kiss him. He wants to take off his glasses but I grab his wrists and pin them beside his head. He looks at me with wide shook eyes

'Let them on. I want to make love to you with them.' I say and he nods. I smirk and hit his prostrate

'Ahhh oppa there' he moans again

'Please your c**k, I want your big c**k inside me.' He pleads but I want to tease him more. And by the way, his pinky hole looks like it wants to be eat out and I'm hungry.

'Ahhh Jungkook ahhh' he screams as I lick his hole with my fingers still inside him and thrust at his special spot. He grabs the sheets and I feel he's close while his legs are shaky.

'I want to c*m with you inside me oppa.' He whimpers needyly

'who says you wouldn't come with me inside u princess?' I smirk and thrust with my hot tongue inside his tight entrance. 'God oppa. I'm going to cum.' He whimpers and moans and he cums with long stripes on his stomach. I remove my tongue but my fingers are still inside him. I thrust a bit slower but don't stop. He whimpers as I lick his c*m on his soft stomach. I growl as I feel him clenching around my fingers so I fix my eyes at him. Red, blushing, sweaty and needy. His hot glasses and wonderful deer-brown eyes. His plump cherry red lips are swollen and his chest full of love marks. My masterpiece so pretty and only mine. I know he's sensitive but he spreads his legs apart. I lube my member and hiss at the cold feeling and sensitivity. I need to be inside him instantly

'I love u so much baby. So much.' I say and enter him.

'Ahhh oppa. Love u too' He moans

'Jimin' I growl by his thightness and thrust slowly. He arches his back and thrusts back.

'Please faster' he pleads with his little voice and I grab his waist and pull him closer to me.

'Ahh' he gasps and cries out as I hit his prostate with my big c**k.

'Jungkookiie.' He screams in pleasure and I smirk by his hot sounds. I thrust harder and deeper and hit all his right spots. I feel this bubbly feeling inside my stomach and fist his swollen erection.

'Kookie ah I ahh I'm going to c*m' he screams and becomes tighter

'c*m for me' I whisper in his ear and sucks on it. We come together and I like how he's clenching around my c**k, like he doesn't want to let me go. I pull myself out and pull his body on my chest.

'I uhm you like my glasses?' He giggles and I blush.

'Yeah. Very much to be honest. You look very cute and adorable.'

'Haha thanks. First I thought that you don't like them but now.' He speaks up.

'Baby don't think like that. You look amazing with everything you wear. I love u.'

'I love u too.' He says and kisses me gently.

'Do you still have to work today? Or can we snuggle?' He asks a little sad but still with a smile. I feel bad that I didn't spend much time with him the last week. But I had to do very important Mafia thinks. I have a bad feeling for tomorrow like something it's going to happen but I don't know what. I feel like throwing up by this feeling.

'No I haven't. And I would love to snuggle.' I say and hold him tight. He softly kisses my chest. I close my eyes and fall into dreamland with the love of my life in my arms..... And also a guilty feeling.

----After 5 hours of sleeping----

Jimin POV

I wake up and look next to me but Jungkook isn't here. Again I wake up alone. I get this weird foreign feeling again. I hate the feeling of being lonely. I pull the sheets closer to my body and hiss of the feeling in my lower part but it's okay. This pain's for Kookie. I look to my right to the window. Wow it's already dark. How long did I sleep?

Suddenly I hear a soft melody from the music room. Kookie? I carefully get up and take on my panties and Kookie's shirt which hangs on my body like a little dress. At the floor I look around but there aren't any security guys right now, that's new. The melody goes louder and on my tiptoes I enter the room. And what my eyes see is a beautiful side: Kookie plays the piano and the big wall behind him is made out glass. The shining stars which light up the dark are beautiful and so close, I could count them.

The melody he plays is so emotional and wonderful. It feels like he wants to say something trough the song. His long and talented fingers glide over the piano so easily. I am sure that he knows I'm here. He always knows I'm here. It's like we have a connection, like I'm his soulmate. The bright shine of the moon shines on him and he looks so angelic. Tears form in my eyes and I can't hold back and backhug him.

'Did I wake you up?' He asks and I shake my head.

'You're absolutely stunning. I could listen to you all day.' I say and see him smiling softly.

'All for you.' He says and kisses me. He looks deeply into my eyes and I can see they glisten.

'Kookie? What's up? Were you crying?' I ask worriedly and hug him. He breathes in and out deeply and I feel his heart pounds wildly. What's wrong?

'Jimin..' He breathes out a bit shakily

'Can you promise me something baby?' He whispers and my heart breaks by this scene. His voice isn't strong like usually but almost like a whisper.

'What?'

'Promise me to never leave my side. Never leave me.' His voice breaks. What happened when he's like this. I forget that he sobbed because I know that he wants to be a strong man in front of me. He's the strongest person in the world I know. I think he doesn't even have any weakness but then he's like this.. So emotional. This has to be a goddamn big reason and to be honest it makes me afraid. Without to think one second I answer his plead cause I already know it.

'Jungkook I won't let you go or leave your side. You bought me and I'm yours. I'm your Yin *shows to the necklace which he wears 24/7* Please don't say things like that cause I won't let you fade away. It seems like you'll stuck with me forever my Yang.' I kiss him with all my love I feel for this wonderful man and stroke gently over his tattoo which fills my stomach with huge butterflies. He wraps his strong arms tightly around me, buries his head in my shoulder and whispers

'Mine forever Yin.'

Why is he like this? I have to know the reason behind his emotional state.