Mine

Chapter 7 - the truth untold

3rd person POV

'I'm the boss of the hugest and strongest mafia baby.'

This words echo in the room and fill Jimin's innocent mind. He doesn't know what to think about this, any of this. He wants this to be a dream so bad, oh how badly he wants to wake up but Jungkook's tensed face is serious as hell and the guns speak truth.

'Why did you lie to me?' Jimin sobs and Jungkook steps closer. The younger is now on his own feet, steps back again but hits the wall too soon for his liking. He gasps in panic and doesn't know what to do. The man he loves is a feared Mafia boss and could kill him just like this now but at the same time a little part inside him knows that the man he's deeply in love with wouldn't hurt him. He feels so vulnerable.

'Don't please... Baby I would never hurt you.' Jungkook begs desperately with soft voice to calm him down. Jimin's legs fills like jelly and soon he breaks onto his knees. Jungkook immediately reacts and goes on his knees as well to wrap his arms carefully around Jimin's tiny waist without to scare him...too much. He misses the fact that his baby tensed up by his touch and pulls him closer to himself. Jimin shakes and feels more helpless.

'Why?' He sobs and lets his tears go. Jungkook's heart breaks by the view... That was it. He didn't want his secret to come out like this. Does Jimin want to go now, to leave him alone? Jungkooks eyes become watery and he gently strokes over Jimin's back.

'Baby... I'm so sorry *deep breath* I wanted to talk with you about this but I didn't know how and I was afraid of you leaving me. Don't be afraid... I wouldn't hurt u. I'll protect u. I explain everything to u, all you want. But just don't leave me.' He says and at this moment he feels like the most silly and horrified person ever. The last time he has felt like this was the last time he had spoken to his father. That was 9 years ago. Jungkook was only 13.

[Flashback:

'father....mom is dead. I saw her lifeless body on the ground next to the car. Please don't leave me too.' The thirteen year old Jungkook cries on the hospital bed where his father lies.

'Jungkook my son. Look at me! *looks up* I'm dying. You have to accept that. I know you're a strong and clever boy and your mother would be so proud of you but now you have to take care of the mafia Jungkook.' His father tells him.

'Me? But I'm too young. Grandfather is supposed to be the leader.'

'No. You're my son and YOU are the next leader. Please Jungkook. I don't have much time left. Would you do me this favor?' He pleads with weak voice and Jungkook nods.

'I have a gift for you. It's in the nightstand in our bedroom. It's a black book. I have written everything into it what could help you and also my feelings. See it as a little diary and whenever you feel lonely or helpless read it. I wrote it for this moment. I wanted to give it to you when you're eighteen but I guess I can't. I'm sorry that you can't live your life like you wanted but---.' Jungkook interrupts him

'No father, I'll do it. I saw many things in the mafia and already know a lot. You and mom raised me and I want to do this for you. I *sob* I just don't want to be alone.' He cries. Mr.Jeon ruffles through his son's hair tiredly

'You'll never be alone. Your mom and me will always be by your side. And maybe your grandfather can help you in the future. Don't kill him *laughing* I know you don't like him.'

'Father...' The crying boy sobs and hugs his father tightly.

'I love you my son and I'm sorry'

'I love you too appa' he cries but then he feels that the body he's hugging doesn't make a move anymore. He looks up and widens his eyes in shock

'appa? *shakes his father* No appa!' He cries his heart out and holds the lifeless body of his father inside his hands

Flashback ends]

Jimin's breath becomes normal and slowly he looks up to meet Jungkook's grieving eyes.

'No more lies?' His voice is so small but Jungkook catches hear it.

'No more lies baby only the truth.' He promises and Jimin nods.

'I uhm' Jimin begins but then shuts his mouth. He doesn't know what to say exactly.

'Shall I explain to you?' He asks and Jimins body begins to relax.

'Yes please' he says and Jungkook carries him bridal style. Jimin gasps surprisedly and clings to Jungkook's body like a koala. Kookie smiles a little >He doesn't seem to be afraid of meJimin POV

Wow Jungkook's life makes me speechless. To be honest I understand why he didn't say this to me. Yes I'm afraid but not of him. He's just the biggest mystery in the world but now he opens himself up to me. He was alone for so long but before I can say somemthing he speaks up again.

'I would understand if you'll hate m--' I need to interrupt him so I shut him up with the only thing I know which helps. I kiss him what makes me slightly sheepish. He looks disbelievingly by my action and gasps. I take this chance to insert my tongue into his hot cavern and kiss him deeper and passionate. He closes his eyes and kisses me back lovely. I can feel his love in the kiss and I feel that this wasn't a lie. It must be hard to live like this and I'm so sorry for him. After almost a minute I break the kiss

'Shut up' I pant and see in his confused face

'I don't understand much of them what you had said but... But I love you and I'm sorry that you were alone for so long. I already said it, I wouldn't ever leave you. That was a promise. I'll still want to be with you' I say and watch a tear leaving his eye. I kiss it gently away and he takes my chin into his warm hand.

'How can you accept me so easily Jiminii? You're an angel. How got I so lucky.' He says and hugs me tightly like he doesn't want to let me go.

'Because only you can make me feel loved Kookie. And I uhm I want to be with you. I know I'm not smart or strong or have any special skills. I can't nothing. It's selfish I know but i just want to be with you.' I suddenly break out, cry and cuddle myself more on his well-built body. He gasps sadly

'No baby don't think like that. Don't ever think you're useless. You help me a lot and you just don't know it. And you are the strongest person I know because you're still here. Here by my side and accept me. You light up my dark every day and make my life to a good one. You *kiss on the left cheek* Park Jimin *kiss on the right cheek* are my *kiss on the forehead* soulmate *kiss my lips*!' I kiss him back and can't get enough of his pinkish tasty lips.

'Can we cuddle? Please don't work today...' I beg >what does he do then when he's not a business man?giggle* You are just too soft for that. I can't believe it.' His eyes widen and darkens. I stop my laughter and want to say something, to apologize but he throws me on my back and hovers above me. He takes my wrists and pins them over my head. I bit my lower lip by his gesture.. So wild and sexy. It turns me on.

'Soft? Baby you don't know how rough I can be.'