Edwina's POV… I woke up feeling like a different person, like a woman who had just cheated on her husband and actually enjoyed it, I felt disgusted by my actions, and I never wanted to enjoy s*x with a man who was more like a stranger to me than my husband, I felt like I had betrayed the love I had for him and not just him, but my sister. So when I woke up and Alexander was trying to make a conversation with me, that was where my head was at. "Ma'am, would you be taking your shower now, or do you want to later?" Becca asked, interfering in my guilty thoughts. "Becca, you can just call me Edwina. No need for all the formality", I replied, quite tired of her politeness and cautiousness around me. I stood up from the bed and wrapped the robe around my body, and sat on the long red cushion