Alexander's POV... I peeped through the window to see the thousands of people who gathered outside waiting for my speech. Truly I don't know if I was in the right frame of mind to give out a speech. I didn't even know exactly what I was expected to tell them. A lot had been going on that I had no control over. A lot had been going on, which made me feel weak and helpless. At this point in my reign as Alpha, I am not so sure about the decisions I am making, if it is for the best of the pack or mine. Like for instance, the decision I made to still pretend to be crippled when I can walk just fine. At first, I thought I was doing it because of the bigger plan and the element of surprise. When the Sizzlers first attacked us, they had the element of surprise waiting for us down that tunnel