The Conquerable, A Femdom Novel

The Conquerable “And then what did you do?” “I talked.” Describing the young man’s halting lisping reply, the slow deliberate intonation of each word, is difficult. As difficult as, I suppose, it is for him to speak. Thus, my interview is time consuming and my frustration, though well cloaked, mounts. “Though psychiatry is my field, I would strongly suggest having your teeth fixed. I believe I can assume with some degree of confidence that your reticence is derived from the dental alteration. I can only help you if we communicate. That entails an exchange.” Gazing downward, the man nods... the boy really. Once again there is silence, despite my best efforts to prompt discourse. Therefore, though only his initial visit, one which I routinely deem to be an ingenuous ‘let’s get to know each other’ type of meet and greet, I find myself earnestly offering advice. “Caps expensive,” comes a tardy response. I note the absence of a verb, making his utterance brief, phonetically inharmonious and grammatically cumbrous. A rap to the knuckles would be earned in any strict parochial school. For some reason the thought intrigues. My mind, dulled with the tedious pace, pictures an imperious teacher standing over this cowering verbal miscreant and applying a crisp, well deserved tap of a ruler to hands compliantly offered for retribution. “Besides your teeth, were there... other... what shall or how shall I term it... modifications?” I feign a degree of reluctance in making the inquiry, to be perceived as sympathy. Yet deep within, I want to know the full story, every nasty detail. Douglas Harper is not cognizant of my own proclivities, unaware that he has awakened my, well, I entitle it my ‘non vanilla’ side. He looks up. In gazing at me, he seems to be encouraged, somewhat inspired. Though I detect lasciviousness, I let him peer and do so without protest. After all, I know him to be impotent, such information freely offered in the lengthy precedent questionnaire. Thus, I consider any spark of lust to be therapeutic. And besides, I do not consider myself to be damaging to the eyes. Though almost old enough to be his mother, at 35 it is comforting to be considered alluring. “Hair. No hair,” since his scalp is well maned, I must assume he has otherwise been made glabrous. As a psychiatrist, I understand the intent of his interrogators. Everything that could be done to bring forth a sense of defenselessness, maximize the stress of being brought to complete vulnerability, would be undertaken, including the filing of his teeth. The thought of that time consuming and painful process brings forth a twinge of concupiscence. Yes, the non vanilla side is aroused in contemplating the psychological reaction to sitting well strapped while having one’s teeth ground to the gums, thus altering speech, disrupting eating ability, and, probably most importantly, terminating any ability to bite, most certainly his captors. Essentially he’s been defanged, as would an ornery pet. But now I learn all hair has been removed. How? By whom? I shall eventually find out. But meanwhile what dawns is that the rendition of this alleged terrorist sympathizer, Douglas Michael Harper, was executed by highly skilled professionals. Whatever it was they wanted from him, I am sure the information spewed forth like a Roman fountain, even from an edentulous mouth. And thereafter he was freed, perhaps not the man, boy, they thought he was? Or perhaps a well-publicized prosecution for sedition would bring more notoriety to his handling and interrogation than the government desires. Still, it is my task to psychologically rehabilitate, to put aside my self-interest and not speculate on the government’s involvement. Complicating the matter is the relevant question, which government? The United States is not the only country with a dog in the fight against terrorism. Israel, Pakistan, Saudi Arabia, Egypt, all known for harsh interrogation, techniques unbridled. Yet, Douglas Michael Harper lives, to tell his story, should he summon the ability to form words. Curious that he was not executed and furtively buried in some unmarked grave. I lean back in my large stuffed swiveling desk chair, gazing in thought at the meek lad sitting in an uncomfortable straight-backed chair. The nature of the offered furniture is deliberate in bringing forth a degree of awkwardness. For the seated, it inures onto me an aura of control, to be perceived by my patient. My relative comfort normally fosters a one-way flow of communication, patient to me, the relaxed interlocutor, a sponge leisurely soaking up all. “Let me see,” my suggestion spontaneously offered, mischievousness disguised. I know my response to be construed as a simple and direct dictate. And in fact, he stands with noted alacrity. The mentally downtrodden Douglas Michael Harper will obediently respond as if the words are offered as a command. After all, he has been rendered psychologically vulnerable. I watch suppressing a smile, a wry smile, a wicked smile, as my patient denudates. There is discomfort, but there is indeed notable obeisance as each item of attire is removed, neatly folded and placed on the chair. He assumes I do not want him to resume sitting. How curious! And when finished he rigidly stands facing me, feet widely parted with his hands folded on the back of his head in some Pavlovian response to being naked. In sultriness, my non-vanilla side boils within as I silently inspect. Yes, below the neck he is as hairless as a new born. I cannot even detect stubble and must assume he has either very recently shaven his entire body for the visit to my office, or he’s been chemically depilated. I am sure the latter is the case. As a woman in her s****l prime, I lasciviously gaze at him. Though hairless and appearing infantile, sizable testicles nestle within a ponderous scrotum. A flaccid p***s stirs not, but is impressive in its possibilities. Douglas is short, but only in stature. Yes, the tip of that non-functioning tube of pink flesh dangles at mid thigh. Nice. And I note a dab of prostatic fluid, just a little ooze. I must repress a smile, knowing that despite his impotency, his s*x organs are priming the pump. He’s somewhat aroused in posing for me. And in not having ‘gotten his rocks off’ for quite some time, that curious male gland seems to beseech relief. As I casually absorb the enticing potential of virility, I detect a degree of mental squirming. Yet he neither protests nor shifts about in modesty. “Turn,” the simple directive sternly offered. In offering for view luscious buttocks, smooth, well rounded, seeming to beg for corporal correction, the imagination stampedes, now picturing more than a rap to the knuckles. “Scars. There are none, Douglas. It is important that I know of any physical abuse,” I cleverly provide camouflage for my otherwise unseemly demand to strip naked. But I do not suggest that he dress. The moment, too delicious, is to be extended. His discomfort brings stimulation, for both of us. “Face me.” He turns again, docilely, with the precision of a trained beast yet absent the pride exuded in accomplished dressage. “Probably some concern over pediculosis. Hair can give rise to many tiny vermin when one is held captive in squalid conditions,” offering for consideration my own summation as to the time consuming and I assume harsh depilation of his entire body. But I truly know otherwise. To the duress of capture was added the extreme humiliation of complete exposure as every square inch of Douglas Michael Harper is revealed for a woman’s visual examination. Shorn of all covering, plucked like a chicken, the mental capitulation is palpable. He obeys me, and with noted crispness. “You seem comfortable standing naked before a woman,” I prompt. He is not. The more appropriate description would be reluctantly accustomed, a sort of acceptance. Still, I am too intrigued, too entertained, to offer a suggestion that he cloth himself. I have a sense that the longer he will remain exposed before me the more I can provoke words, “No clothing permitted,” comes another succinct reply. “A standard protocol used during interrogation,” I explain. And with that, remaining naked, feet even further parted, words cascade and I find just how accustomed Douglas Michael Harper is in displaying himself completely nude before a fully clothed woman, one who is perceived to be in charge. Yes, my dentally challenged patient begins to sing, like a canary... a plucked canary.