I had been so caught up in my own mind, that instead of going to Dilara's parents, where I knew her to be, I somehow ended up in her house. I felt like a fool, because I knew where she was. I took a deep breath, taking a moment to sit down on the sofa. Even though my heart hadn't been functional for ages, I felt like it was about to bounce right out of my chest at any moment now, and it would flop around on the floor while I tried to make sense of what was happening. Considering the way that I was feeling at the moment, I guessed that I would just watch it and that would be the end of it. I shook my head, burying my head in my hands. I felt like my life was falling apart. Not only had I been insulted and assaulted in the place that I had considered to be safe to me, but now, I didn't