I ate a few bites of ice cream, thinking about the guys. Thinking about all four and then thinking about them individually, about their different qualities. They were very unique from each other. And whenever they were around, my body started to feel things and do things. An excitement that made me giddy. A euphoria that made me want to be more than friends.
My s****l feelings toward them was growing, though I never shared that with Ruby or them. And as blissful as it made me feel, it also scared me. What would the first time be like? And if it were really going to be one of them, which one? Oliver had a goofy charm many men lacked. He was a brainiac and shy, a shyness that made him adorable. Kyler was still a mystery. He kept his distance from me, often retreating into something artsy i
