Blaire: After two days of being hospitalized, I was back in the quarters with my emotions in disarray. I still wasn't sure how I was going to deal with the whole pregnancy revelation, but one thing that stood out for sure was the nagging fact that I had to speak with London, as he was the father of my babies. Ugh!!! I dragged a hand over my face, staring at myself through the mirror. My body was indeed an old shell of itself. I was growing thinner as the day passed and looked awfully pale. I had dull eyes that had dark circles circling them, and my raven black hair was almost faded. Red blotches sat on my cheeks, with pimples forming on my forehead. I looked worse than horrible. With a resigned sigh, my eyes subconsciously dipped to gaze at my belly. My hands moved with uncertainty to